Same Day
"Hello"
"Hey Baby"said ?
"Hey Ma"I said
"How have you been,you haven't called since my accident"said my stepmom
"Im good and I know but I've been busy"I said
"Well your father called me and told me to get in touch with you"said my stepmom
"What he want"I asked
"He wants to introduce you to his new family"said my stepmom
"So he left you for someone else"I asked
"Yes he did.And he's flying to Arkansas to see you"said my stepmom
"So I need to be in Arkansas"I said
"Well yes.We can't wait to see you"she said
"Yeah I wanna see you too"I said
"Your father loves you Jazz,even though he doesn't show it"she said
"Okay I gotta go"I said hanging up
I was sitting on Darryl's couch just chilling.
"Where's Kennedy"I asked
"We broke up"he said sitting down next to me.
"Omg.What happened"I asked
"She texted her ex"he said looking like he was gonna cry.So I pulled him in a hug and he layed his head in my lap.
"I'm not making you feel uncomfortable"he asked
"You're fine"I said
"You can't just let the love of your life walk away like that"i said
"It's her choice.Im tired of fighting."he said
"Arguments are natural"I said
"I know but it's hard.I bet you and Trey never even argued"he said
"Then why do you think I'm here talking to you about your problems if I don't have them myself."I said
"My bad damn"he said
"Like I said you have to fight for your relationship"I said
"what am I fighting"he asked.Thats a good question,
"I um"I said
"Exactly.Im not fighting the love she has for her ex.Thats not my fight.Its hers.If she loves her ex she just does.Thats her fight.Not mine."said Darryl.I felt that.
"You're fighting the force that's trying to stop your relationship"I said with tears in my eyes
"Like I said.Its her fight."He said
"She can't fight alone.What are you not doing?"I asked
"I'm doing everything right"he said
"No relationship is perfect"I said
"What maybe some mornings I forget to kiss her or tell her I'm gone or something but most of the time she's not here.What am I supposed to do"he said
"You Wait for her.If she's the one"I said
"I'm tired of waiting.She can go back to that broke dude anyway"he said
"Kennedy doesn't want you to spend money on her.All she wants for you to do is spend time with her"I said
"We don't have time"he said
"Well make some."I said
He sat there silently and then he hugged me tightly.
"I don't know what to do"he said
"Maybe You should stop worrying so much about her ex.You should take time out of your busy schedule and make time."I said
"I think ima do that but she's in Atlanta"he said
"I'm going Monday so we can go together"I said.I need to talk to Trey.I stood up and was heading for the door.
"Thank you bestie"yell Darryl
"I gotta be in Arkansas tomorrow so pray for me"I yelled back and I walked across the hall to my apartment.I booked my flight and I took a shower and packed my clothes.Ready for tomorrow.
This short but deep.
