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So it's bout 10 now and Trey still sleep.I just got out of the shower and put on a dress and headed out.I'll tell Trey I'm out with some friends.But no reason to wake him up.
I think something wrong with me.Im having sex with other people plus I'm entertaining these dudes.I don't know why I'm acting out though.I walked to the elevator and went to the lobby and walked out.I see Antonio in his parked car.So I went and hopped in.

"Damn Girl,you fine"he said looking at me
"You look nice too"I said.
"So yo nigga let you out"he said laughing and driving
"His name Trey dude"I said
"I know his name"he said laughing
"You said his name at the mall without me telling you"I said
His arm got tense on the wheel and he stopped laughing.
"Nahh you told me his name"he said.No I didn't
"Oh"I said dryly
"I can't get over the fact of how girly you are"he said
"Had a big change"I said
"You dressed like a dude in middle school"he said laughing
"Now you pushing it"I said irritated

"Well it's true"he said speeding up,
"What's yo instagram"I asked
"Papi_tonio"He said
I liked his recents.
"What's on your chest"I said looking at his pictures.
"I got stabbed when I was in high school"he said sounding mean
"Where you go to high school at"I asked
"Like 8 different schools in Michigan"he said
"Oh"I replied

So we pulled up and got out.He was looking at me in all types of ways.He real deal scaring me right now.He think he gone get some but he not so he can erase them Thoughts.I need to keep Trey on my mind.

But I immediately forgot when I walked up in there.People everywhere dancing and stuff.So right when I started to dance Antonio got behind me.He grabbed by my butt and was holding me and stuff.So I sat down and they played this slow song.But it's like a nasty sex song.Antonio grabbed me and sat me in the chair that was in the middle of the floor.I was finna move but he sat me back down.He started grinding and stuff all on me.He got the whole club looking at me.I pushed him back so I could get up but he gently picked me up and layed me on the floor.He got between my legs and started grinding.We basically having sex with our clothes on and people recording and stuff.

"Stop"I moaned
"Why ma"He said pinning my arms down.
"I have Trey"I moaned again trying to stop him.
"Don't worry ebout that lame"he said
I pushed him hard asf off of me.I got up and walked straight out.

"Damn ma what's wrong"he asked
"I told you that I have a nigga"I said loudly
"Okay I don't care.You was getting all wet and stuff just a few seconds ago"he said
"I didn't have much of a choice."I said being deadass
"Girl stop trying to argue and come back in"he said
"Hell no"I yelled
"Damn ma,chill."he said
"I'm gonna catch an Uber home"I said walking off.
"I'll take you home"he said following me.
"Okay but don't try nothing.You do know they been recording us and I have to tell Trey about this before he finds out through the media"I said feeling bad asf

Man so I done fucked up again.I done had sex with Darryl and I let this nigga Antonio grind on me.Trey cheated one time and I keep doing him wrong.Fuckkkkkk

So Antonio took me home.I got out and stumbled in.Trey was on the couch watching Coachella on the smart tv.

"Where you been"He said not even looking at me
"Out with some friends"I said
"Which ones"he asked
"Don't worry bout all that"I said
"You wanna know something"he said
"What Trey"I said stuttering
"I was waiting on you too lie"he said
Fuck
"You let Antonio grind on you.Oh I saw the videos seconds after they were made"he said
"Didn't he just get rid of a STD"Trey said angry asf

So I was right these two dudes do know each other but how.?

"Trey I told him to stop"I said
"Jazz why are you like this?"he asked looking at me.
"Trey I'm sorry"I said
"I'm tired of you doing this over and over"he said
"Trey you cheated too"I said
"And you make me feel awful for doing every single day.I know that I cheated and I actually regret it"he said
"Trey stop yelling"I said
"Oh let's talk about you and DDG"he said
"You wrote every thing down with extra detail."he said and he threw my journal at me,hitting me in the face.Pages went everywhere
The last time I wrote in it was yesterday.
"You been kissing this nigga"he said and he threw the remote at the tv breaking it.
"T-Trey"I said
"Jazz why you keep doing this"he yelled

|Trey|
Jazz gone make me seriously hurt her.I see some pages on the floor so I'm bout to pick em up and throw them, at her.Its better than hitting her.I picked a page up.I read it aloud.
"I feel so bad after having sex with Darryl.I feel dirty"I said
"Jazz So you had sex with him"I said
"T-trey I'm sorry"she stuttered backing up.
"See what you finna make me do is kill you and him"I said standing up.Looking for my gun.
"Trey I'm sorry"she said
"Get out"I said
"You can't kick me out of our place"she said
I found my gun and I put 4 bullets in the chamber.I cocked it back.

"What I need you to do is run.Go in your room and lock the door.Move the dresser in front of the door so I can't get in it."I said being deadass
"You're not gonna Kill me"she said crying.I pointed my gun at her to scare her and she ran.
"We'll talk in the morning when I'm not mad"I said
"I'm gonna Kill him"i yelled.I grabbed my keys and left.Im gonna Kill Darryl and that no good ass nigga Antonio.Should've killed him when I had the chance.

|Jazz|
Trey is really gonna Kill Darryl.Im sitting on my bed shaking.Tears won't stop flowing.I shakily picked up my phone and texted Darryl.

"Darryl.He knows now and he has a gun.So hide.I don't know if knows where you stay at now but if he does,he's coming.He will find you.
Seen

"RUN!"
Seen

Oop👀

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