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|Jazz💖|
I woke up and did my morning routine.I got two missed calls calls from Trey and an unopened text.I also got three unopened texts from Darryl

DDG😍😩
Jazz please stop ignoring me.Yes we had sex,did I do something wrong?
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DDG😍😩
Look I've been trying to ignore the fact that I'm actually catching feelings for you.
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DDG😍😩
I know you're in a situation right now but can I at least be your friend again.
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To DDG😍😩
Darryl I like you too but I'm in love with Trey.Its awkward enough we live near each other.
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DDG😍😩
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To DDG😍😩
Darryl you're making this harder than what it already is.
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DDG😍😩
No you're making this hard.
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To DDG😍😩
Darryl I'm already seeing you differently.In sexual ways.I love Trey and you know this.Our anniversary is coming up soon...
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DDG😍😩
Jazz I care for you deeply...
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Changed name to Darryl😕😫

To Darryl😕😫
Darryl please stop.
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Darryl😕😫
Jazz you know we're more than just fuck buddies.
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To Darryl😕😫
.....Darryl stop with this bs
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Darryl😕😫
Oh I get it.You just come to me whenever Trey bitch ass make you mad or some shit...
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To Darryl😕😫
You know what...That's exactly the reason.You're here when he not.I know I'm wrong
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I quickly clicked on me and Trey's messages.He texted me like an hour ago.

Baby🌎❤️
Sorry bae..The lady with the flowers said she couldn't make it today.Im sorry.
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To Baby🌎❤️
It's okay.You didn't have too but thanks for the efforts,love you.
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*New message from Darryl😕😫

Darryl😕😫
Open the door.
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Darryl😕😫
Open the damn door.Stop leaving me on R
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So I got up and opened the door.

"What you want"I said scared as freak.I don't what he here for.But Ima hear him out because I know I'm wrong.

"I love you Jazz"he said flat out.Goddamn.Its wrong but I kinda love him back.

"Darryl.I told you I have Trey"I said trying to reassure myself that turning him down is the right decision.

"Where was Trey at the other day when you was screaming my name"he said being deadass.

"Where was he at when you was riding me"he said looking at me dead in my eyes.I have nothing to say.

"Where was Trey at when I was eating you out"he said.I can feel the moisture on my cheeks.I'm literally up here crying.

"Where was Trey when you wanted me to keep going?Or when you su-"he said but I quickly cut him off.Not wanting to hear what he gonna say next.

"THATS ENOUGH."I screamed

"When he not doing something right,you run to me every time"he said.Now he just hurting my feelings.

"Please Stop"I said wiping my eyes.

"Jazz you deadass wrong.You blame him for everything.When you found out he cheated with Ti,you left him.When we almost had sex hours before."he said.He right though.

"Darryl where is this coming from"I asked

"This coming from me.I wasn't born to be a side or a temporary feel good.Im not no damn side piece.So it's either you want me or you don't"he said.He being deadass serious right now.

"Darryl I love Trey"I said stuttering

"Sure doesn't sound like it.Darryl I love Trey"he mimicked me.Im so shocked right now I should've let him die when he got shot.

"You should've let me die?"he said laughing.Oh fuck I said that shit out loud.

"You are the reason McQueen dead and I got shot"he said.I think he's going crazy.

"I literally begged you to pass me the gun and what you do.Sit there like a dumb ass."he said.I started shaking.Like damn this really how he feel.

"I am not the reason"I said.Flashbacks started coming in.

"You keep telling yourself that.I even offered myself.I took a bullet that your name on it."he said balling his fists up.

"I didn't ask you to"I said knowing if he hadn't I would be dead.

"I lost my bestfriend that day.McQueen didn't have to die..."he said with watery eyes.Now I think he really lost his mind.

"You weren't the only one who lost someone that day"I said crying again.

"They didn't even put a bullet in you.I took your bullet and McQueen is dead."Darryl said.

"I lost my fucking child.You know this already though"I yelled at him but I quickly regretted it because he moved a step closer.

"Darryl you even helped me through this stuff and now you're acting like this"I said shaking and I took two steps back.

"That's the point.It wasn't even my baby that died but I was there for you when that bum ass nigga Trey was out with other females and shit"he said yelling.

"Why is that your business?Darryl since when have you felt this way about me and Trey?"I said

"Jazz because I like you.I wanna be with you and he in the way"he said taking two more steps to me.

"Darryl I made Trey wait months before having sex with him.I let you have sex with me,randomly.My feelings are all over the place right now and you keep pushing yourself on me"I said.

"Was the sex bad or something because you acting like you won't do it again"he said.I hate how cocky he is.

"It wasn't bad or anything but I need time"I said.He really making me second guess myself.

"You keep saying I'm pushing myself on you but you the one that wanted me in you.So we anything but friends right now."he said.

"Yo" I said Because at this point ion have anything else to say.

"When yo dude fuck up,don't run to me"he said getting up and walking out.

Trey's not gonna mess up,right?

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