|53.Hardships🚶‍♂️|

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Jazmine

So Mrs.Shiquita just left the house with the kids and stuff.Ar'mon took Shaniah out today to go shopping and stuff so that means it's just me,my baby, and Treyvion.He did help me through the night though.I need sleep right now but I have to feed Ar'mani.I don't even think he here right now.I think he hollered "finna get breakfast" or some like that so he should be back.

"Hey baby"I picked Ar'mani up and she smiled back.Her little eyes are brown today.She is so freaking beautiful.
"I can't wait for you too get big.You're gonna be smart and gonna make me so proud"I smiled at her some more and she decided she wanted to cry.

"Why you crying"I asked her as I rocked her.She was crying her little eyes hurt.Awe.
I felt my hands and they were wet.She really just pissed on me.

I sat down and grabbed her bag and changed her clothes.She started holding my finger and laughing.

"Now you wanna laugh because you clean"I laughed and started feeding her.It kinda hurt.But they say breast feeding is better so...

"Why did you take it off?"Trey came in the room holding the ring he gave me and his eyes are furious.
"Tr-ey"he cut me off.So I can already see where this going so I stopped feeding Ar'mani and sat her in her carrier and I walked to the kitchen.Barely though cause my legs hurt.

"Why you take it off"he grabbed me and pulled me close to him.Oh shit
"Trey I"he cut me off again.
"No ain't no I or buts.Because every day females throw themselves at me But is my ring off Jazz?No"he said
"I know shit hard right now Jazz.We both recovering but I'm not finna let you basically fall out of love with me"
"You know what,do you want out?"he asked me.Those words really burned my throat.
"Jazz answer me"He was breathing down my neck.
"Trey I'm not finna do this with you right now.If my ring is off that should tell you something"I stuttered.I walked away.
"Jazz come here"he said
"Jazz bring yo ass back here"he said but this time I was scared asf.
"If you want out,let me know cause I'm not finna waste my time"he said sounding mean asf.I love his ass too death.But I wouldn't say,in love.
"Ugh I love you too Trey"I huffed and put my ring back on and he pulled me into the tightest hug.

"Trey I feel like we do need to talk.I understand that we are public figures and that we both have fans.But I just had a baby,Well it's our baby and we need to make time for her.I know you have tours and shows but Trey you have to put her first.You don't have to put me first but that's all you in there.Your blood is in her veins and she has your last name."

"Jazz it's too much on me right now.You know with the whole situation and stuff.We both recovering and it's gonna take time to adjust to this.Im just saying.And Jazz I try not to be around you as much while I'm here because you push my buttons and I don't wanna snap on you."

"Okay what do I do to you that makes you wanna snap at me?I don't be doing shit,it be you.You always doing something to make me mad and then blame me.Its you not me Trey"

"See what I mean.Jazz you knew what you was signing up for when you got with me.Im always busy and females gone always be around me.But you always texting some bum ass nigga and then you always blame it on me.But we ain't gone get no where by blaming each other"

"Cause them bum ass niggas give me the time of day unlike you.And yes I knew what I was signing up for but you be texting bitches too Trey.So don't even front like You so loyal.Don't you got another baby on the way?"

"So you be out here cheating on me?Jazz if I'm unhappy Ima cheat.But you ain't gave me a reason to cheat.I ain't cheat on yo ass since Ti and I told you I didn't know that fucking female.But you won't trust me for shit.All you do is whine.I've been trying to let yo hormones and emotions regulate but you been pushing it"

"First off if you unhappy you should let me know because we wasting each other time because you don't love me no more anyways.I don't why you want me to be your wife anyways."

I walked back to the room with Ar'mani and picked her back up.Trey came in and got her and he left.Like the whole house with her.I hope he bring her back on time so I can feed her later.He makes me so sick sometimes.I'm finna call him and tell him to bring her back cause it gives me anxiety.

A little while later

So trey brought her back and everything but he hasn't said a single word to me since and I feel really bad.Shit but I'm hungry so I'm finna go get something to eat.By the time I get back,Mrs.Shiquita and the kids posed to be back.So I grabbed Ar'mani's bag and i called an uber.

I got into the uber with my baby and left to go to Golden Coral.I got out with Ar'mani and she was sound asleep.I carried her and its packed.I covered my baby's face because my fans want pictures and I don't want to reveal her yet.They respected the fact and finally let me eat in peace.Some girls sat next to me and they were hella loud.

"Taylor shut up"she laughed. "Nahh sus you shut up with you fat neck ass."Taylor laughed. "But fr though Lee lets eat"Taylor said. "No girl I'm trying to find me a nigga" Lee laughed. "Girl I get to see Trey"Taylor laughed. "Yes girl, he has a child and everything.So what you doing?"Lee laughed. "I'm finna call him"Taylor said and got up.

I feel like hitting the shit out of her.If he gone cheat make sure the bitch look better than me.Don't have some cheap hoe filling my shoes.

I reached in my pocket and Trey's phone rang.I don't even remember grabbing it.He must have my phone then. "My World" popped up on the screen.I quickly declined it and picked my sleeping baby up and went to the Uber in which was waiting for me..I put her in the death thingy and I strapped myself in.Ima end up fucking killing Trey.

Skips car ride...

So I picked Ar'mani up and took her in the house.Oh I'm finna snap.Trey playing the game with Ar'mon and everybody here.Great.

Mrs.Shiquita tried speaking to me to calm me down because she knew something was wrong.She took the baby from me.

"Trey who the fuck is Taylor"I yelled.I walked all the way to him and stood over him.He already looks pissed.He threw the controller and balled his fists up and stood up in my face.He look like he finna hit me.

"Aye bro calm down"Ar'mon yelled.He tried grabbing him but Trey wasn't budging.
"Who is Taylor Trey and why is she saved as my world."I yelled.
He pushed me hard as fuck.I didn't fall though.

"Son don put your hands on her"Mrs.Shiquita hell while grabbing his little sisters and trying to clear the room.Ar'mon ain't move.

"Nahh ma.I do everything for this fucking girl and all she does is accuse me.She gave me the best thing and that's my child.Other than that she dead to me.So fucking tired of dealing with her and her bullshit."he took his ring off and put it on the table and walked by me.

"And Taylor is my bestfriend from school.I was calling my phone using your phone so of course my world was gone pop up."he hollered and left out the door.

I could hear Ar'mani screaming and Ar'mon heard it too cause he took off.My whole heart just walked out the door.Should I chase him?

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