𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦. ☾rosé oneshots [completed]

« 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚍, 𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟺 »

requested: nope
scenario: he still remembers the day they met. he still remembers all the happy moments together. and now that she's gone, he just wants her back.
pairing: exo kai x rosé
genre: angst, angst and more angst
au: idol au i guess? i genuinely don't know
word count: 1,582 words
status: edited
tip: italic is the song lyrics
bold is memories
a/n: anything jongin/kai does or says here is simply a work of fiction. also can we just pretend that rosé is legal four years ago,,, it's only for this story
also it's kind of a mess so please forgive me, if there anything you don't understand or would like to clarify please feel free to comment :) also note that it changes from you to her/she in the end

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i know that it's hard and difficult to come back to me
i know you no longer want to get hurt and you're afraid

i still remember the day we met.

i mean, how could i even forget?

i still remember how shy yet cute you were.

it'd be impossible to get you out of my head when you're still resting in my heart. it's holding on to every piece of you it can get to try and fix itself but there are too many already lost.

even on the day i left you
i made you cry with cruel words
but i regretted it as soon as i turned around, i'm sorry

"jongin, please!" you cried, tears flowing down your face like waterfalls. "we can work this out!"

"oh come on rosé, there's nothing left of us. you and i both know it. why bother keep trying?" i rolled my eyes.

"jong..."

"we're over. i expect you to take your all belongings in two weeks." i said sharply, turning around, not sparing you a glance as i walked out of the apartment, slamming the door as i walked into seoul's chilly night. but your sobs were still loud and clear, tearing my heart little by little without me even realising.