// It's just you and I tonight // (A Matty Healy Fanfiction)

Day 7

I open my eyes. I am lying next to Matty in the bell tent, everyone else has left. I sit up and the sheet we're under falls away, I realise I'm completely topless and am wearing only my underwear again! My clothes lie strewn around me. Matty is still asleep so I lie down and try to remember what happened last night. We were listening to music, we were kissing... then that's all I remember! I notice a piece of paper folded with 'Holly' written on the front. I grab Matty's black shirt and drape it over me to cover my chest. Standing up I get a huge head rush and the room spins for a minute before settling slightly. I steady myself and walk to the note, picking it up and reading it:

"Holly,

We've all gone to breakfast - we couldn't wake you so Ally's letting you guys sleep in because she thinks you're tired after the whole punishment thing yesterday! I'll be back in a bit... we need to talk about you and Matty!;)

Jamie xx"

...What does she mean 'you and Matty!;)'... what happened?! I crawl back over to where Matty is and look in the pile of clothes next to him...his underwear are in there. Oh, God did we have sex last night?! I wonder for a second... I'm not hurting or anything... people have told me you hurt when it happens and for a little while afterwards on your first time... but maybe that doesn't always happen?! Oh no! I have a sudden thought... if we did do it then we did it unprotected! Oh God I might be pregnant! I feel like crying.

"Morning, Hols" murmurs Matty, he makes me jump a little. He opens an eye and looks at me "mmm my shirt looks so good on you" he smiles a little "sexy..." I don't know what to say... I want to ask him if we had sex last night but I don't know how to phrase it?! "Hols..." he says, lifting the sheet slightly to see under it "why is my... why am I wearing no pants?!" he laughs a little as I say

"I think we had sex last night"

"Really?! I don't remember a thing so we could've... did we use-"

"No..." I say "I don't think so"

"Right" he says flatly "we might not have?" He suggests "do you... do you feel like you did?!"

"No... no I feel no different!"

"Well that means we didn't then!"

"Are you sure? Because maybe not everyone-"

"Look Hols, either way let's pretend we haven't so we can make your first time better than drunken sex in a tent! Agreed?"

"Agreed" I say and we kiss

"We'd better get dressed and go to breakfast" he says "best to eat stuff when you're hung over... and you really do seem hung over, Hols!" I can feel the throbbing in my head so I nod and we throw some clothes on.

We walk to the canteen hand in hand. Is cloudy and a little chilly so we walk quicker than usual and I start to shiver. I realise I remember up to the end of truth or dare... but on from that it's hazy.

"How much do you remember of last night?" I ask him, curiously

"Not a lot..." He says "which is a sign of a good night! I remember kissing someone in dares... and everyone found it hilarious?"

"George" I say, laughing at the memory

"George?!" Matty looks shocked but amused "yes! Well that was my first kiss with a man I think... and I chose a hot one" he laughs and says "who dared him to do that?"

"You did!"

"Really?! I'm such a horny twat sometimes" he laughs and says

"Did you kiss anyone in dares?! I remember being annoyed that you did I think..."