Chapter 57

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Warning: this chapter contains talking about panic attacks and anxiety, may be triggering.
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Adley:
Mikey

Adley:
Are you there?

Adley:
Michael

Adley:
I need you

Adley:
Please text me whenever you have time

Mikey <3:
What's wrong?

Adley:
I don't know

Adley:
I woke up having a panic attack

Adley:
I can't breath

Mikey <3:
You can, this is just in your mind

Mikey <3:
Slowly breathing in and out

Adley:
I'm shaking

Mikey <3:
Listen to music

Adley:
Doing that already

Adley:
I think I'll faint

Mikey <3:
Breath slowly, kitten

Adley:
I'm trying

Adley:
I don't know what's wrong with me

Adley:
I'm a mess

Adley:
A wreck

Adley:
I'm doing everything wrong

Mikey <3:
Stop it, love, don't say that

Mikey <3:
That's not true

Mikey <3:
You'll be okay

Mikey <3:
I know you'll be okay

Adley:
I don't know how

Mikey <3:
I'm right here, I'll always be here, I'll always help you, I promise

Adley:
You can't promise something like that

Adley:
You don't know what will happen in the future

Mikey <3:
Can I video call you?

Adley:
No, I'm a mess

Mikey <3:
I don't care, I'm a mess too

Adley:
I look horrible

Mikey <3:
You are always beautiful, no matter what

Adley:
And I don't want to wake up Aiden

Adley:
You are so out of my league, Michael

Adley:
You will find someone better than me, someone more beautiful and someone funnier

Adley.
Someone nicer

Adley:
Someone who is good for you

Mikey <3
Stop it

Mikey <3:
I don't want you to say or even just think that

Adley:
But it's the truth

Adley:
I hate myself so much

Mikey <3:
I'm calling

Mikey <3:
You better answer right now or I'll fly over to Austria

Mikey <3:
I swear I'd do that without hesitation.

Mikey <3:
Okay, I'm coming

Adley:
I'll answer

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I have an extremely important maths test and I'm so anxious, ugh

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