❁ CIRCUS KING。jigguk

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Taehyung sat up in bed, leaning his head against the wall as the moonlight simmered into his body, eyes peering out the open window with tears dripping out of them.

He sniffed as every little thought frowned in his mind. He felt nothing at that moment, alone, it was peaceful yet, too silent.

His door entered and Jimin walked in and sat on his bed.

"Let's talk about it.." Jimin spoke with a soft smile. Taehyung nodded and wiped his years with a little smile.

"Okay."

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Hoseok was still at the Circus around midnight, filling out paperwork For their land and the rent due for their mansion. Of course, Hoseok had to use the Prince's money for the rent, only leaving a little left.

They needed to keep the house and the land, it was where they grew and bonded, if they loose that, who knows what'll happen.

Hoseok didn't like that idea, he always wanted to be with his family wether they got into fights or anything, he needed them and they needed him. Thinking about this made Hoseok wonder what if he didn't get to build the Circus? What would his life be like.

Although they were thought little of by most of the important people, he couldn't help but wonder if he wasn't the successful ringmaster he was now. Would he still be making newspaper with the loss of his dream? Still gardening flowers with no dream?

The thought clouded his mind, unaware of Yoongi who had entered the room and sat on Hoseok's desk, wanting to talk.

After awhile, when Hoseok was still thinking Yoongi snapped his fingers, catching the older attention. Hoseok smiled at Yoongi, but under it was pure jealousy, and little hatred. But Yoongi felt the same. They still were family after all.

"Yes Yoongi." Hoseok said kindly, Yoongi frowned and cleared his throat.

"Hoseok, I want to be on good terms with you again.." Yoongi spoke, his voice lowering, Hoseok tilted his head and sighed.

"I don't want you to fake your kindness towards me, I want it to be sincere and I will certainly do the same for you." Yoongi spoke, his voice going soft to high and back down again trying to control his emotions.

"Why're you still up, Yoongi?" Hoseok spoke, wanting to avoid the conversation this depressing so late at night.

"Hoseok, we need to talk-" Yoongi got cut off by Hoseok, "Yoongi! It's late please go to bed because you have practice early today and a show the day after. You need to be healthy and ready, I cannot afford you to make a fool out of yourself during the show." Hoseok spoke, closing the files and resting the inked feather down on the wooden table.

Yoongi sighed watching Hoseok as he turned around to the file cabinets.

"Can we talk about this for even a minute?" Yoongi spoke, letting his voice quiver this time, tears filling his eyes. It wasn't like Yoongi to cry, he always wanted to show his manly side, wanting people to see he can be the tough guy they can rely on; mainly Taehyung.

But every time he tries, Hoseok gets colder and colder, but he still love Yoongi as part of the family. He couldn't ever stop loving them.

Even if he tried, as the first members who joined, Hoseok couldn't love Yoongi and Jimin more, they were the first and they will never be the last.