Ruthless Seduction

Chapter Eleven

Valerie's POV

I stared at the door where Axel left just a few seconds ago. I hugged my knees to my chest as I thought of what just happened. For the second time I let him touch me at nandito pa si daddy habang ginagawa niya iyon. He made me come while my dad was here and talking to me. That douche was sick in the head! At siguro katulad niya rin ako kasi... kasi nagustuhan ko ang ginawa niya sa akin.

I chewed my bottom lip at my confession to myself. I could've stopped him last night but I didn't. The moment he touched me, my body begged for more. The reaction of my mind and body to his touch was beyond my control. Every nerve felt like it was on fire burning from the inside out. And when I reached my release they exploded in to twinkles.  Now, I knew why my friends like sex so much. They say it feels good but I never thought it would be that good! 

Pero pagkatapos nun, after the sensation faded and the twinkles died, bumalik ako sa katinuan ko at gusto kong iumpog ang sarili ko sa pader for being so stupid. Pinagsisisihan ko ang nangyari pero magsisinungaling ako kung sasabihin kong hindi ko rin ginusto yun. At naulit pa iyon kanina and here I was, regretting it again.

"ANG TANGA-TANGA MO VALERIE!" I screamed and buried my head on my pillow. My tears started to fall again. I had promised myself that I would only let the man I love have me but I let the man I hate to death touch me. I felt all tainted and ruined.

Damn you, Atticus Xavier Enrique Lavigne.

Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras na akong nakahiga dito sa kama at nagmumukmok ng marinig kong may kumatok sa pinto. I didn't want to talk or see anyone right now. I just wanted to be left alone. I needed time to mourn for the lost of innocence.

"Please, hayaan niyo muna akong magpahinga." Sigaw ko.

"Valerie, it's me, David." He said from outside the room. Oh my god! David... My mind went on full alert. Agad akong napalundag patayo sa kama at sinuot ang robe ko. 

"Hold on, David." Sabi ko at pumunta ako sa vanity mirror. I sprayed myself  with a little bit of perfume to hide the smell that Axel left on me. I paused nang maalala ko ulit si Axel at ang nangyari kanina. Haharap ako kay David ngayon after I kissed another guy and he even made me come... for the second time. I bit my lower lip. No, I shouldn't think about it. 

"Hi!" I said with a wide smile when I opened the door. 

"Hey, good afternoon, angel." He smiled back at me. "Sabi ng daddy mo may sakit ka daw. Aayain sana kitang-"

"No! I'm not sick, napagod lang ako kagabi." Dahilan ko. "So, where are we going?"

"Are you sure you're not sick?" He asked in a concerned tone.

"I'm super sure." I immediately answered. 

"Aayain sana kita magabayo." Sabi niya. "You know, like we always do before.  I really miss horse racing with you."