The hidden truth

Chapter 80 - Honest

"why does no one just want to be with me? Why do they all want to hook up and leave it at that? Am I that disgusting?" He said as he looked at me and I felt invisible to the world.

"Your not disgusting Pea. Their just stupid okay? They can't see how unbelievably amazing you are, your sweet, kind and your so beautiful on the inside and out. They're loosing out on you not the other way around and I truly believe that" I said with a smile and it was the honest truth and he didn't Deserve to be upset about this right now but honestly I couldn't help but think he was breath taking even with the messy hair and the puffy eyes.

"Then why don't I have a girlfriend Jones, no girl wants to date me properly they want one night and that's it" he sighed and got up and walked to the fridge and pulled out a beer making me slightly nervous I knew how people got when they drank.

"I know a girl who wants to date you Sweetpea but you don't want her!" I yelled all of a sudden and out of the blue, he knew I liked him and yet he was complaining to me that no one wanted him? Was he crazy!

"Oh yeah well where is she? Why hasn't she made a move?!" He yelled back as he cracked open the beer and then this sudden confidence took over me to make my move, he was right I hadn't made a move on him aside from saying that I liked him because I was too busy messing with my family but now I wanted to be selfish for just one second.

I walked over to him and pulled the beer from his lips and hand and placed it on the side before put my arms around his neck and pulling him close to me and locking lips with him, he took awhile to react but soon was pulled into reality as he grabbed my back just as I was about to pull away and started to move his lips with mine. He licked my lip and made his way through and started to massage my tongue with his making me bite down alittle and giggle.

I pulled away.

"There she made her move, that's all she has to say" I said as I was about to walk away and into my room before being pulled back by my wrist.

"Don't I get to say something?" He replied as his eyes looked into mine with so many emotions it confused me. I looked at him and waited for what he wanted to say and he pulled me to him and started kissing me again before sitting me on our kitchen table. This got interesting.

We carried on kissing and fighting each other in our own little world until we heard the yell of a boy come through the trailer and we broke apart and looked over to see Fangs and Jughead looking at the scene in front of them which was me sat on a table with Sweetpea between my legs. Oh no.

"Oh my god! I left you alone to come home and this is what happens? I should let you do it more often!" Fangs yelled like a little boy at Christmas and I looked to see Jughead who was clearly debating about what he was seeing. He wasn't happy with Fangs and how everything had gone with him me and Josie.

"Ummm it's not what you think?" I said more like a question since I didn't know what I was meant to do right now and how to handle this situation.

"Oh you slipped and feel right?" Jughead said while laughing making me blush as I looked up at Sweetpea who was just looking down at me with a smile on his and it made me very confused but I'd ask him later.

"So we ruined your moment and were sorry but we thought you might wanna hang out but your busy so let's just go Jug" Fangs said as he pulled my brother out the trailer and into the outside world.

"Don't get me any nieces or Nephews just yet!" Jughead yelled back making me blush even more. I hadn't thought about sex like most teenagers did it was something I was happy I saved for the right person and I didn't know if that person was Sweetpea just yet.

"Well, our conversation was interrupted but I think maybe now we should have a different kind?" He said as he pulled me towards our sofa to talk about God knows what I never really knew with boys, I knew what they liked to see but that was my job at one point not to talk to them.

"Look I like you. I have done since the drag race and you put Fogarty in his place and I think that temper and sass of yours is the most attractive thing alive! But when you told me you liked me I thought you were joking since your so perfect plus I over heard you tell Topaz that you weren't looking for a relationship so I didn't want to be something you'd play around with" He said honestly and looked at me and I smiled some more and looked at him with genuine happiness.

"Sweetpea I like you a lot but I'm not interested in looking like a rebound to everyone right now. So can we keep this as non public as possible and see how everything goes over the summer we have a week and then we will see how everything turns out with school?" I said to him being honest I knew this would get harder since him and Josie had just broken up and I wasn't going to be a rebound and here to help him get over his feeling for another girl.

"Of course Doll, we can keep it on the downlow. Family only?" He said referring to the serpents which were our family and I nodded.

Well that was an interesting turn.