Avengers imagines pt. 2

Charming ⭐️ Loki/ Bucky (request)

Song: Lana Del Rey - born to die.

Imagine: you're a goddess and you dated Bucky in the 40s, but when you meet Loki in this time you fall in love with him. Later when you and Loki are forced to join the avengers, you and Bucky meet again.
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'Y/n, are you alright my love?' Loki ask as he wraps his arms around you.

'Yes, yes I am fine...' you smile as you feel his cold lips against your bare shoulder.

You look out of the window. You can see your reflections and Loki's.

'You look even more beautiful everyday, you know that?'

'I do now...' you chuckle.

'So are we actually going to Tony Stark's party?'

'Yes Loki!, we are!' You chuckle and he sighs annoyed as he unwraps himself and lays down on the bed again.

'Don't be such a drama queen, I know it's in your nature but please darling, don't be so overly dramatic, it's just a party...' you chuckle.

'You're making me go through hell for you y/n...'

'I would do the same for you and you know that, come on, this could be fun...'

'It could also not be fun...' he protests and you laugh.

'Loki...' you warm him.

'He could be there...' he says "he" with so much hatred that it almost scares you.

Your smile fades and Loki quickly sits up when he notices your smile is gone.

'Y/n I am so sorry I didn't mean to-'

'No save it....I know you don't like him and you don't have to...' you wave it off.

Loki gets up and makes his way over to you as he sees you're upset.

'But that doesn't give me the right to speak of him in that way...I apologise...'

'It's okay Loki, I don't care...'

'No you do care...please forgive me?'

'I will....if you go with me to Stark's party tonight...'

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'So y/n, how are things going?' Bucky asks and you smile.

'Good, I am engaged and in a few months I'll be married...'

'Congrats!' Bucky replies enthusiastic.

'Thank you...' you chuckle softly.

'Hey I'm sorry for-'

'No no don't apologise you couldn't have known...I mean...how could you possibly know you'd fall?' You interrupt him and he sighs.

'I left you, all alone...'

'Don't beat yourself up over it okay?, I'm still here aren't I?, when am I not able to handle my own?'

'You're still you I see...' he smiles.

'Yeah...' you reply and it gets silent, you're both standing there, in an awkward silence.

'I should probably go back to Loki..I will talk to you later okay?' You smile and he nods.

He once felt the pain of falling off of a cliff but the pain he was feeling right now watching you go to another man, this pain was way worse than anything he had ever experienced.

Having to paint a fake smile on his face trying not to hurt your feelings.

There's wasn't anything in the world harder than that.

He was miserable and you were too caught up with another man to notice.

You were Bucky's doll and he would always think about you when things got bad for him. Not that he would ever tell you that. Reminding himself that seeing you happy was the most important thing, even if it is with another man, he had done that at least 1839 times when he saw you again.

He couldn't possibly ruin the love you felt for another, but damn he wanted to kiss you and go back to the days where you were his.

'I'm sorry pal...' Steve lays his hand on Bucky's shoulder.

'No it's okay, as long as she's happy, I'm happy..' he once again lies to himself.

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