Habitual Healing [Soonhoon]

Healing 11

"Can I sleep with you?" the blonde asked in a small voice as he watched the raven-head put on the leather collar around the dead skin, the smaller male not very bothered as he stared back into the pearls that he admires every single day. Although it is only a small amount of spark, the preciousness is starting to heal. Tonight is the time for the precious diamond that Jihoon proudly took a hold of, for a cleaning to make it shine, once again. 

A importance it holds, Jihoon wants to place his lips against the other's. He's seen it in movies, and he wondered if it is enough to show how much he loves him and truly care for him. However, with the lack of experience, Jihoon isn't confident to do such thing. 

But, he wonders how it would work. He wondered the softness of Soonyoung's lips will be comfortable against his. He wonders if his own lips is very chapped in comparison with the other, and he couldn't help but feel insecure.

Thinking more of those wondrous yet desperate thoughts, Jihoon reached up to touch his own lips, the tips of his own fingers meeting the texture of his own lips. Licking his own lips, he felt the softness of his own lips but he slightly pouted, thinking whether it is soft enough or not. Soonyoung watched and smiled, "Yes you can. Do your lips hurt?" he asks with a head tilt, curious on what was Jihoon thinking. The blonde met the flower smiling before him and he couldn't help but smile, also. 

"Are my lips soft?" he asks and Soonyoung stared back with a questioning look, confused by the question. He looked closely, "It looks fine to me." he comments as his eyes drifted along Jihoon's facial features and he couldn't help but admire the beauty he holds. In a way, Jihoon holds a beauty of looking cute and masculine at the same time. A jawline sharp enough to cut but round, small eyes that stare back with a light, and his habit of pouting his thin lips does make him adorable. "Do you want chapstick?" Soonyoung asks, reaching up to brush his fingers against his lips. 

Honestly, Jihoon doesn't need any. But, Soonyoung asked anyway since Jihoon seem far too concern about his own lips.

Shaking his head, Jihoon smiled and leaned forward from the counter that he sat on top of, and nuzzled his face at the crook of Soonyoung's neck. A small chuckle escaped the raven-head's lips, reaching a hand up to Jihoon's hair, and his fingers habitually brush throughout his blonde locks. Water causing his own fingers to feel wet by the touch, however the hair gradually dried. Petting his head lightly and reassuringly, Jihoon rested his head on the other's shoulder, cherishing the touch. 

"Lets head to bed," Soonyoung softly spoke into his ear, the sensation within his ear causing him to nuzzle his face further into the raven-head's neck. Nodding, Soonyoung decided to pick up the blonde from the counter and carry him out the bathroom. The smaller male didn't complain, but only clung on like a little koala, smiling to himself as he restlessly stilled in his grasp. Walking inside the familiar room, the taller instructed the blonde to let go however the other didn't want to let go. 

Similar to a tiny koala bear, the blonde whined as he clung onto tighter when Soonyoung tried to push him off. A laugh escaped from the taller, words of encouragement sounding like begs as he tried to push the blonde off. "I have to get ready for bed, also!" Soonyoung protests, his words bypassing his lips, trying to pry Jihoon off. However, the blonde only clung and met the mattress with Soonyoung, and the two laid together. Oh, how Jihoon misses this. 

Finally, his side didn't feel cold nor empty. He finally has his Soonyoung back.

"Stay," Jihoon whines out, his grip remaining on the raven-head. Technically, the smaller male sprawled his self over Soonyoung, restricting the other from moving away. Soonyoung swore he is dealing with a pet cat, Jihoon is never this clingy however tonight had caused changes that made the two closer. Their hearts repairing in the slightest by accompanying each other.