the untold truth | yuwin | the book 2 of grey is the truth

8.tears

The red color was painted in her mind

The memory of the softness of those red petals on her lips, it was still touchable

No matter how fast she was running under the rain, no matter how much she kept dancing nonestop for hours

The flower was unforgettable

She couldn't forget that warmth, the fire hidden under that color. The flower was always in her mind. So much that it scared her

Sicheng closed his book, then again the boy found himself lying on the bed while reading that same book as always.

After that day in Yuta's house, things got a bit better between both of them. Sicheng never imagined to see such a fragile side of Yuta. Knowing him more and more was really interesting for the boy.

Though the words could change their behaviours towards eachother; still it couldn't change one thing for Sicheng.

That kiss.

He couldn't change it and it was irritating. irritating but lovely in a ridiculous way.

Sicheng sighed, lying on his side. He looked at his desk as there was a brown notebook placed on it.

The boy sat on the bed, reaching his hand for the notebook. He looked at it, it was a bit rotten and old. Sicheng touched the brown cover. It wasn't just a common notebook.

That notebook was Jaehyun's diaries.

Yuta gave it to him on that day. He said the first time that he found Jaehyun's atelier, this notebook was the only thing in his closet.

Sicheng bit his lip, looking at his book which was now on the bed.

Even though the boy reads many of his father's books, on that moment reading something other than that book felt strange for Sicheng. As if he's abondoning it.

But even that feeling couldn't stop his curiosity. Sicheng opened the notebook. The papers were a bit rotten as they were slightly turning into a yellow color.

Sicheng was glad that Jaehyun's handwriting was good, he could read it.

But still the boy couldn't even understand why he was looking for a stranger's personal life. Wasn't it so pathetic?

But Sicheng was so impressed by Jaehyun. In his eyes that man was so amazing. Brave, confident, kind and loyal. A lover that anyone needs.

Sicheng was so curious about him. He wanted to know that man better. So this was a good way.

Then again Sicheng lied on the bed, starting to read.

Today i met him again

That same little boy with grey hair in the exhibition

In one of the worst weeks of my whole life i saw him in the park while i was drawing. He was hiding while watching me

Literally it was the most adorable scene that i ever saw in my life. I was wondering why is he so frail? Just a little skinny boy with cheeks all blushed hunting me with his shiny eyes

His name is Taeyong. What a pretty name he does, just like himself

I think he's about my age, but he looks younger. He's so precious and sweet. A bit shy and aggressive but it makes him even lovelier

I couldn't stop admiring how beautiful and sweet he is

It's been a while that i didn't laugh or smile as much as today