Sacramento California, January 31 1989
A couple of hours later, I wake up to reach over to find Chris no longer with me in bed, but a little note left where he was sleeping.
Hi beautiful,
Went to the Cattle Club Early to set up, head on over whenever you're ready
You are so beautiful sleeping I didn't want to wake you
Love, Chris
I smile at the note and smush my head back into the pillow. I then decide to get up, take and extremely quick shower, then throw my hair up in a messy bun and try to figure out what to wear. I decide to go with my black skinny ripped jeans with some band patches that I had added myself to the legs of the jeans, my silver studded belt, my Doc Martens, and a Type O Negative shirt I had found at a thrift store that Chris and I stopped at along our way to Sacramento. But I wanted to cut it up and style it like I do with my other shirts so I found a pair of scissors and quickly did some modifications. I made the back of it look laced up and cut the collar and sleeves to turn it into a loose but fitted tank top. The front of the shirt had the Type O Negative logo with a photo of Kenny, Josh, Peter and Johnny and in quotes at the bottom 'none more negative'.
I threw on my black lacy bra and then the shirt and you could see my bra through the sides and the back and it looked so fucking cool. Sometimes I wonder if I should just make clothes for a living. I threw on my silver studded wrist cuff and my leather jacket, spritzed some perfume, Chris's favourite, and headed out the door across the street to The Cattle Club.
I get inside The Cattle Club and head directly to the bar. There were tons of people already inside which was really cool to see. I order a Jack and Coke and nearly loose my breathe when I take a drink. Holy fuck it was strong. I wasn't exactly sure where to go so I walked through the crowd to see if I could find a stage manager so I could see Chris. I should've went through the back entrance. As I walk through the crowd I accidentally bump into a guy. He turns to look at me.
"Shit sorry," I apologize as I look up at him.
"That's ok... hey... wait... Andi? Is that you?" He says. Suddenly that voice sounds all too familiar.
"It's Baz... fuck I haven't seen you since high school..." He says excitedly.
"What? Oh my god... Hi!"
Suddenly it all comes back to me and it hits me like a wall. Sebastian Bach... well really Bierk but he changed his name when he moved to Toronto. He leans his tall frame down and hugs me so tightly. I return the hug careful not to spill my drink.
"Fuck you're looking really good," He says with a smile.
"Thanks... uh.. you too," I blush.
"Are you living out here...? Or...-" He asks
"No... no I uh... I'm... travelling I guess you could say...?" I didn't know how to explain it without sounding like a groupie.
"Oh ok... I'm playing over at the Ace Of Spades bar tomorrow night... you should come and check it out.." Baz says.
"Really? That's fucking awesome... I think we should be able to make it..." I say.
"We...? But I only see you..." He flirts and I blush.He always did that, even when we were kids.
"Anyways... I came here to check out Soundgarden... I didn't know you were into them too..." He takes a sip of his beer. He has no idea.
"Uh well yea... I saw them play at the Gorilla Room in Seattle for the first time about maybe 6 months ago and Chris- I mean- they blew my mind..." I say as I catch myself.
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Louder Than Love || Chris Cornell
Fanfiction**BOOK 1** His touch sends me to a world where only he and I exist, where everything that's bad in the world flutters away and the only thing that matters is us in this moment. I find my voice taking on a different identity all together. One that is...