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June 1
"Kemoni STOP DAMMIT!" I fussed at my now 11 month old daughter as she continued to splash water on me while I tried to wash her and it was getting frustrating. I don't know what in the hell goes on while she's with her father but it's obvious he was still spoiling her because she's just as worse as before.
Since Liyah practically stays with baby joe and Elena moved out with Donovan, I was back at home and it was me and Dana all over again. Besides the two babies. I was now four months along in my new pregnancy but I didn't tell ANYBODY... Not even Dana knew. I was just scared and didn't know what anybody would think. After I took the pregnancy test that day I actually kept stalling to go to the doctor until about three weeks ago when I finally built the courage to go.
Once I finished washing Kemoni I wrapped the towel around her and picked her up, taking her into the bedroom. I went through her basket of clothes while she sat on the bed in the towel and Dana walked into the room
"Noel..."
"Hey! Did you put that pink cheetah print outfit in her bag when her dad came and got her?"
"Yeah. Why?"
I shook my head and decided to find another outfit instead. A tutu onesie that was pink and white with daddy's princess written on it. My stomach started to turn in a knot and next thing I knew, I felt the urge to throw up
I hopped up off of the bed and pushed past Dana, ran to the bathroom and released all of this afternoons lunch into the toilet.
"Oh my god" I groaned as I continued to throw up in the toilet, soon feeling my hair being pulled back
"Noel you straight?" Dana asked and its like as soon as she asked that, the tears started building up in my eyes
"No" I shook my head, flushing the toilet and she sighed
"Well if you ain't like the outfit you picked out all you had to s-"
"It's not that Dana" I laughed a little and she crossed her arms
"Well you know what. Get yourself together real quick and I'll go get Kemoni dressed. Then we need to have a conversation about this"
I nodded and got up as she walked out of the bathroom. I washed my face and brushed my teeth, saying a silent prayer to myself as I did so. Once I was done, I walked out of the bathroom and Kemoni came trying to run out of the room, shooting past me to go in the living room where Kaleb was. Dana walked out after her and looked at me
"You ready to talk now"
"Sure...."
I followed behind her into the living room and we sat down on the chair. Once we did, Kemoni walked over to me and started smiling
