Elena
After I left the store I just wanted to be alone so I went and got a hotel room. Of course everybody blew up my phone but I didn't wanna answer. I didn't plan on telling anybody where I was, however after pleading to know where I was I ended up telling Kd
As I laid back on the bed playing rolled splat, there was a knock on the door. I already knew it was Kd so I just got up and answered it seeing him standing on the other side
"You good?"
"Yeah" I responded before letting him in. I laid back down on the bed and Kd sat on the side of it looking at me
"You know...yb fought Donovan after you left"
I laughed a little "good. He deserved it"
It then grew quiet so I just sat there and played with the ring on my finger and sighed deeply
"So Whatchu gone do now?"
"I'm getting my ass outta here. He just straight up embarrassed me in front of all of my friends and his too. What kinda person does that. Then he got the nerve to talk about how I lived while I was in Baton Rouge. No I didn't have all the money in the world like him and yes I was expelled from school but one thing I can say is I was a lot happier than I am now"
"I should've never fucked up. Now you going through shit like this"
"It's not only your fault Kd" I shook my head "I pushed you away. And I should've never rushed into this. This is exactly what I get for jumping into something like this"
"I guess love make you do crazy things"
"Tuhh" I looked down at the ring again "the crazy part of it all... I'm not even in love with him like I thought I was"
"What?" Kd looked at me
"Kd whether you believe it or not, breaking up with you put me in this deep hole. I felt empty, alone and betrayed. The only reason why I started talking to Donovan was to cover that up and honestly he did. He covered that hole but he didn't fill it and I didn't realize that until I moved out here, being by myself everyday. I thought after awhile I was genuinely happy with this dude but I'm really not. And the fact that he basically said that I'm nothing without him, that proved everything I hoped wasn't true about him. And he was quick to say money won't change him, should've known that was gone be a lie" I said with a little laugh and wiped a stray tear that fell from nowhere
Kd shook his head and wrapped his arms around me, hugging me tight and no lie, I felt so much better in his arms. I missed this guy so much but I know we could probably never be the same
"Thank you" I sniffled, still in his arms
"For what?"
"For being here for me after all we been through"
"Lena I already told you no matter what I was alway gone care bout you" Kd responded as he finally released me from his arms "you know you the only girl I'll always love"
I smiled while I slid the engagement ring off of my finger, sat it on the nightstand beside the bed and looked at Kd, surprising him with a kiss but of course he kissed back
"I love you too Kd" I eventually told him before he started kissing me again. As we deepened the kiss I wrapped my arms around his neck and he gently laid me back on the bed, not once pulling his lips from mine.
As his hands caressed my body, his touch was so gentle like he was nervous to touch me but of course he quickly grew out of it once he stripped me from my clothes and soon nothing but moans of pleasure and over a years worth of make up sex filled the room
