𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

He's so...

After the longest train ride I feel like I've ever had in my life, I finally arrive at the fan meet arena; I can't even believe that the band are in Y/C (your country) let alone the fact that I'm going to meet them. How is any of this even real? As the reality begins to sink in, I suddenly have another panic, at the thought of if any of the other people going to this fan meet know my twitter profile and start being horrible to me. I mean no one has been too too bad to me on twitter but, people have sent some not very nice comments but I don't rise to it, I don't even respond normally I just block the person or ignore the message altogether if it's a one off. I push away the thoughts and head off towards the arena because there's no way in hell now that I'm going to be late. I receive a text from Y/F/N that basically fangirls at me and at the thought that I'm finally going to see my idols; there's so many people here, wow! It's so full I can't believe I even got a ticket to this place.

As we finally are queued up and ready to go to our seats for the fan meet to start and then wait for it to be our turn to be called up to the table and meet them all, I feel overwhelmed that there's so much happening; so many people all the love the same people in the band as I do! Imagine how many people love Jungkook? Actually forget that, there's loads of us. "Hey I think I follow you on twitter?" A girl behind me suddenly taps my shoulder as she speaks; "oh hey yeah.. nice to meet you" I smile. I mean I have quite a few twitter followers, not that I'm twitter 'famous' because I'm really not but that's ok I don't want that and I don't want any unnecessary drama. We both smile and go separate ways, I'm just so glad she wasn't one of the people who doesn't like me.

As we take our seats I notice they've put fan meet packs on each seat; a small envelope containing a rules sheet (no touching the stars unless they interact and you are told to do so), a photo of the band and individual photos of each member, a photo card (random member). Before any of us get a chance to even open the envelopes, there's an announcement that says before the envelopes  were put out randomly on each seat, a total number of ten tickets to the following weeks fan meet had been randomly placed into ten separate envelopes; come on, I mean with my luck I was hardly going to get one. Most of the time I can't even pull a Jungkook photo card in an album, let alone win to see them all again next week.
I opened up my envelope ready to inspect the beautiful photos of the band and have a little glance at the 'rules' they'd come up with; the photos were mind blowing, they are so beautiful to look at and just wow! Next I take a glance at which members photo card I managed to pull and surprisingly I pulled Jimin's, yep, not Jungkook, but I love Jimin. I always try to imagine what it would be like to be friends with Jimin, he seems so pure and kind and like he could be the best friend you've ever had. Although, I do silently wonder how I've managed to not get Jungkook again when I glance to the side of me and see the girl having a fangirl moment when she realises that she has pulled Jungkook and must be another Jungkook fan.

"Guys we'll be calling you up row by row and when we call your row  you will move slowly up to the table and form a queue, please remember to bring with you the album you are having signed and any sticky notes with your name on for the each individual members pages if you want them to sign it to you personally. And you will have around one minute with each member" the man on the tannoy system states and I hear a few people groan around me at the thought of very little time with the band but I'm just grateful we have any at all. As I reach into my envelope to see what the last sheet of paper is, I nearly fall off the chair when I realise I have one of the ten tickets for the following weeks fan meet. I mean, me, me of all people, can't pull a Jungkook photo card but I have managed to pull a ticket for another fan meet, I can't even believe my luck.

"Row ten come up now, start a queue" as my row hears them announce we all give each other a slight nervous but really excited glance as we stand up ready to meet the members; as I approach the table to meet them I get to see the members closer and oh my god! They are so beautiful, real life does them even more justice than photoshoots do. Jungkook is sat right at the far end of the table, so I can't see him fully yet but my brain was doing a little fan girl freak out and I was doing my best to calm it down but looking at Jin at the start of the table was making it worse. The fangirl in me was having a party and I was having trouble breathing.
"Move forward please" the security man says to me as he points towards Jin so that I can have my album signed by him and my brain just can't compute how beautiful they all are; "Hello" Jin says smiling up at me and I do my best not to act like a total idiot, "hello" I say, I think without a shaky voice and his big silly smile makes me giggle a little, "so your name is Y/N" he asks as he glances down at the sticky note with my name on and it sounds so weird, him saying my name. "Yeah" And with that he signs my album and it's over; it's a similar thing with Hoseok, Yoongi, Namjoon and Tae but with Tae he makes a little note to say that he thinks my hair looks good and gosh it makes me cringe and I'm pretty sure my cheeks go red as I move on to Jimin, "hello, you're so lovely" Jimin says with the biggest smile I've ever seen and it instantly makes me want to be his friend for life, for which I scold myself mentally at thinking such stupid things, "you are too" I beam back and hope that my cheeks are not too much of a deep red that I want the ground to swallow me if they are. "No you are more lovely, nice to meet you" he finishes signing my album and shoves it along to Jungkook. Which is when my heart misses a beat and I don't think I know how to breathe properly.

I finally get up to the end of the table where Jungkook is sat and holding my album with the pen hovering above it in his long fingers and I can't believe it's finally here, the time has come for me to meet my bias, to meet Jungkook, to interact with him and he's so .. wow! I can't believe he's right there in front of me. "Hello" Jungkook smiles at me as I finally look up at him properly for the first time and my heart tells me once again that it can't cope but I shake it off and continue to wonder how this guy in front of me is so beautiful and how I'm even stood her at all, and I'm so shocked I don't know how I even manage to respond; "hello, it's so nice to meet you" I smile back shyly and I'm sure I speak too fast and the words have stumbled out. The way his big glossy eyes look up at me, they make me want to shy away and not look at him, because it feels so intense when I know I've liked him for so long, he's been my bias for so long, but I haven't done all this to not see him for the maximum amount of time I have, a minute, well, I guess it's better than no minutes at all. As I see the guard behind him motion to me to quicken it up and Jungkook gets to work signing my album, I slide him the letter I'd wrote for him, "here, I wrote you something" I look quickly at him and then look away nervously. "Thank you so much" he beams, his face looking so sincere and genuine; before I even have time to say anything else to him there's a girl behind me from in the crowd shouting, "don't talk to her Jungkook!!! Security should be moving her away from you! Have you seen her twitter? She's weird. She basically stalks you! Everyone look, she needs to get away from our Jungkookie!" I want the ground to swallow me thinking I'd done too well to not be recognised or anything. But I hate that I've been made to feel that way, when people just hate me for no reason, I can't stalk him I've never even had chance before to meet him or any of the band. And I definitely don't post horrible or weird things about him, I'm a supporter not a hater but yet people just don't like me when they don't even know me. "I'm sorry, I'm not.. I....." I manage to stumble the words out but I don't even know what to say to him and I feel embarrassed, as I move away to the end of the table he reaches his hand out and grabs my wrist lightly, "wait" but instead I just pull my hand free and walk away back to my seat, the whole thing was too embarrassing. And to think I've won a ticket in my pack today for next weeks fan meet, makes it even worse; if I go to it and get to see the guys again, which I want to, they'll be saying I'm stalking him, but if I don't go I'll hate myself because I wouldn't want to waste my chance at seeing Jungkook again! I might never get to see him again.

It's then that I realise I've left my album on the table where Jungkook was signing it and now I hate myself even more and hate the girl in the crowd that shouted even more than I hate myself and the whole situation. Now how am I going to get my album that the band have all signed? I sigh and just wonder if the situation could get any worse.