𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

"Wait"

So the guys are sat eagerly awaiting for the first row to be called up and meet them, they've been through the usual, hello we are BTS and each member said a little introduction, like we don't already know who they are but still, it's really cute and friendly. Jungkook's introduction made me internally fangirl as it would normally, nothing unusual there, but now waiting for my row to be called up and watching the first row start to queue at the table ready to meet the guys I'm nervous again and not in a 'you're going to meet your favourite band' type of nervous, more of a 'Oh shit I have to go talk to the guy who's famous but he was sending me private messages about coming to this fan meet' kinda nervous. I can't actually believe I'm going to go up to the table and meet them all again and stand there in front of Jungkook and pluck up the courage to tell him Thank you for saving my album last week even though I already know I'll want the ground to swallow me; it's then that I remember I don't have an album right now for them to sign, Jungkook told me in that last private message not to bother bringing one because he'll get me one, but where is it now? Am I going to have to go up to that table with no album and be totally embarrassed over something else, plus, if the other fans notice who I am and see I don't have an album they'll surely start more rumours, perhaps saying I think that the guys love me so much they'd get me one or that I think I'm superior to everyone else and don't need them to sign any album for me and oh god my head is spinning again, oh I can't do with more hate, I really don't like it.

I watch all the guys closely, their reactions towards the fans as they get into row three and they all seem so friendly and genuine and basically the same as they did with me and all the other fans last week, as if actually they are down to Earth and love their fans and it isn't all show because surely one of them would slip eventually if they were acting all the time. I glance over at Jungkook way too many times than I should and hope that none of the other fans in this arena space know me and recognise me from last weeks disaster because if they see me looking at Jungkook too much they'll hate me even more, god no I need to today to go off without a hitch or hint of hate and I certainly don't want anyone to start any rumours of anything between me and Jungkook if that's where the mentality of some fans go, I can't do with Jungkook's reputation or feelings being hurt. Let me just meet them all again nicely and then I'll be happy forever and I'll go home and go back to my job and tweeting on my fan account about how cool Jungkook is and that's how life would stay. My mind instantly snarls at me and reminds me life doesn't always play the game as it should.

"Row five up you come form a queue at the table and get your albums ready for signing please" one of the crew calls from the mic and myself and the rest of row five start to stand and walk towards the table ready for the meet; I walk as slow as possible so I can be near the end if not be the end of the line because how am I going to explain no album? I'm certainly not at the end of line but at least I'm nowhere near the front. But as I reach the table a man in a black suit very similar to the man last week reaches over to me, "here miss, the lady who checked you in said you put it down on the table but left without it, you need it for this signing" I glare at him and the album in his hand in a confused state but try not to make it too obvious for others around me to catch on. I take the album from his hand that he was shoving forward to me and look at it and then back up at him, "thank you I.. I must have.. erh thank you" I can't bring myself to fully be involved in the lie, I've never been that great at lying and I get tongue twisted and fumble over my words so I shut up as the girl in front of me turns to look at me holding the album like it was a Grammy award and I didn't know what to do with it. "Good job they noticed you'd left it hey?" she beamed with such a friendly smile I couldn't help but smile back, "erh, yeah" I giggle slightly and then leave it at that.

As the queue stats to move, I glance down the table towards where Jungkook is sitting and for a moment I'm sure I catch him looking in my direction down the queue, but I think I might be imagining it so I shake the thought off and continue to look at the moving queue in front of me. As I made it to each of the guys one by one they don't seem to pass any comment on the fact that they saw me last week or that they remember the embarrassing moment with the girl shouting, I guess they meet far too many fans to remember any of them and that's ok, that's cool; in fact I'd been past Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jin and Tae and thankfully none of them had treated me any different to the way they had anyone else that had passed in front of me; as I moved past Tae while he gave me a big lovely grin I stand in front of Jimin and he has a big stupid smile on his face that makes me think he had in fact remembered last week and me and the whole embarrassing thing but I try to ignore it, until I glance up but in Jungkook's direction and instantly regret it as I want the ground to swallow me when I find him staring my way even though he was signing another girls album and the sad thing was she didn't even notice, because she was in the midst of a fangirl attack, I mean, who wouldn't be, I kinda feel bad for her but then my heart isn't beating properly and I think I might be hallucinating. "Hello beautiful" Jimin grins at me and I feel my cheeks blush instantly and I hate it, thank god I have a little make up on so that it was less obvious. "Hello" I say shyly not knowing what else to say, he glares at me and then starts to sign my album, "Jungkook gives the best presents you know" he says with a giggly voice and I look around quickly to see if the other fans either side of me had heard him and thankfully they hadn't, I don't think, no they can't have, surely they'd have reacted by now?. "Erm" I stutter but my voice is cut off by Jimin squealing after Jungkook has playfully punched him in the arm, so I'm guessing at least Jungkook heard him. But I'm in so much shock I can't even giggle at them, I just stand there like an idiot, frozen and staring. And with that Jimin slides my album onto Jungkook and I move sideways with it slowly until I'm in front of Jungkook and not knowing how to act or what to say or what life even is. In fact, I don't think I even know how to breathe.

"Hey" he smiles small but confident and I feel every butterfly in existence flutter in my stomach; "Hey" I smile back but my eyes flick from him to the table and back out of shyness, I can't just keep my eyes on him because I'm frightened I'd combust. "Thank you for coming, you look like you've had a better day today" he asks while never flickering his vision away from my eyes and it feels so intense, "yes thank you I've had a great day.. erm.. erh, thank you for, for saving my album, erm, last week" I stutter out the words and hope they don't sound as bad as I think they do. "It's ok I had to save it for you, you left it behind and it wasn't fair" I just nod and smile at him; "thank you" I say again and go to pick up my album and walk away from the table, "wait" he says as he grabs my wrist, oh my god it's happening again, a replay of last week but this time I don't drag my hand away and I don't run away, instead I turn back to him. "Don't rush off at the end of the meet, there's something in your album at the back it's.." he gets cut off as he sees the security push the next girls album under his nose and he lets go of my wrist like he's been burnt with a naked flame. I drag my hand away so fast hoping the girl didn't see but how could she not have, she was literally stood right there next to me; I glance over at him and he gives me a sorry look but I don't understand why, but I remember what he's just said about something in the album as I go and sit back down"