𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Can I ask you something?

I take a peak at my phone screen, not wanting to get too excited that it might be Jungkook texting back; when I look, it is just that, I can't seem to breathe properly and don't know what to do. Even though there's only me in my apartment I still glance around the room to check no one is over looking me and then I open the message; 'I can see that, thanks! did you get home okay?' What am I supposed to do now? Does this mean I'm now going to embark on a texting adventure with a member of  BTS? How the hell is this happening to me, when did this start happening? I don't understand how these things work, do I just keep texting back or do I look too eager? But then again he's asked a question so it needs an answer. So the texting begins:

13:00pm:

Me: I got home Okay Thankyou for asking. It was late I just literally fell asleep straight away haha!

JK: what time was it? You didn't have to drive for a long time did you?

Me: Not too late I guess and nope I only drove for two hours ish.

JK: that's long enough. Did you enjoy the show?

Me: of course it was amazing you guys always are! Did you enjoy it?

JK: yes I loved it Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it :) I saw you come in after we'd already started was everything ok?

Me: oh yeah... everything was fine yeah! I had to pop out before it started my phone rang. Sorry I missed the start :/

JK: it's ok just glad nothing was up. At least you saw the rest :) I erm.. can I ask you something?

My heart skips a beat and I forget how to breathe again! I've just been so lost in the text conversation that I haven't even realised this is real. How am I currently texting Jeon Jungkook from BTS? And why? Why the hell is this happening? I think back momentarily to how Y/F/N would immediately answer, 'it's because fancies you and wants to get in your pants' I literally feel my cheeks burn up and once again I glance around my apartment to see if there's anyone watching even though I live there alone. I'm so confused as to whether maybe there's some slight truth behind my friend's statement though! Okay not that he wants to sleep with me that's ridiculous but maybe he likes me, as a friend or maybe he just likes my twitter account and thinks it's cool. I mean he can't like me like me, can he? Can he?

I stare at his message and want to reply so that he doesn't think I've just vanished because that is so rude to do but I also don't know how to react when he asks me whatever it is he wants to ask me! Ok maybe he'll just ask me something stupid like, where did you get your shoes from or I dunno, how long have you liked BTS? or how long have you had that twitter account or? See I'm freaking out. After talking myself down I reply;

Me: go ahead, ask me what?

But then there's nothing, no immediate reply, no reply in fact hours later and then I kinda hate that I ever even replied at all. Maybe he's realised this is a big mistake and wants to forget it all. Maybe he's blocked my number? Or.. shut up Y/N I sneer to myself as my mind runs away.

I somehow manage to get through the rest of my day without having a mental breakdown over the situation and manage to leave my phone alone for hours while I washed the dishes and put the washing machine on and showered. Eventually I try and forget about it all; because as much as maybe I wanted this dream come true to last a little longer, should I be more grateful it even happened at all.. I mean, really! I have his number! I have Jungkook's phone number. Okay maybe I'll be blocked but that's ok I can screen shot the messages he did send, obviously I'll never share any of this because I could never do anything that would hurt him or the other guys. So it can be my secret that barely lasted but it did happen; so at about 20:30pm I call it a day after sleeping on the couch last night and not until late. So  I throw my phone with my unanswered message on the bedside and switch off the light allowing sleep to claim me.