𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

The fangirl in me screamed

"Hi" Jungkook responds just as my heart throws itself against my rib cage and I suddenly can't breathe. This is the most surreal thing I've ever experienced in my mundane life to this point, how much more exciting can it get? Then again, excitement comes with a splash of fear right? I remember reading a quote like that once. I snap back to reality, "hey" I say not knowing what else to answer with and then I hear what I'm sure is a deep breath from him and then he talks, "so erm, the hotel.. I... I'm sorry I'm having to call, I erh it's awkward sending stuff in like writing in case people.. not that I don't trust you" he stutters everything out and I want to coo at how cute it is but refrain from doing it; "it's okay no worries, so where is it? Where am I staying for the weekend?" I ask with a slight giggle to my tone to try and calm him a little although my heart is pounding and my head is screaming with fangirl nonsense I remain calm.

The rest of the phone call went rather normally; he calmed down and I managed to stay normal too, well, normal for a female who is talking to her bias on the phone and wants to scream her apartment down. He's told me the time for check in and I have to be there on Friday for around 4pm and then he's told me the address so I know how to get to the place in the car, and then he said he can't wait to see me again. Or wait did he? Or maybe he didn't? I think my brain might be playing tricks because I can't cope, is he, did he, what was he saying?

The fangirl in me screamed so silently at the top of her lungs and I wanted to run around my apartment and pick the phone up and tell Y/F/N and my sister and everyone but no. This is a secret or what's happened has been or, I don't even know what to think of all this because where is it going? What is he thinking? Do the other guys know he's text me yet?

Thursday rolls around quicker than anticipated and since the call on Monday I've had a few more texts from Jungkook, only general conversations; how's your day been, I've been busy, dance practice was a killer, the award show performance is going to be amazing, is work busy? And I suddenly realised that I've been having a everyday normal conversation with Jeon Jungkook! He now knows I work in office doing boring ass paperwork day in day out, he knows I live in an apartment in the city but hours from the capital city. How?! How?! Wow! Do I even know this guy enough to be telling him all this? I spend my whole day at work begging to myself that Y/F/N or anyone else doesn't ask to meet me for lunch tomorrow seeing as I will not be there and I don't fancy dancing my way out of that conversation just yet. "Y/N hiiii, I haven't seen you for a while" I snap my head around at the voice and see a girl called Sara that I used to work on another floor in the office with, "hi Sara how are you?" I question with a smile, her friendly smile back makes me forget quickly about the world I've tumbled into with Jungkook and I'm back to just being Y/N for a while, "I'm good you? How's life treating you? Up to anything good these days?" I give a little giggle as she glares at me and I just respond with a no, "life's the same it always is right, but I'm good thanks" then I suddenly realise my life isn't the same but yet I can't tell her about it and then we have a little catch up and then she's gone and I'm so grateful she hasn't asked to meet me tomorrow. I only have another two hours of work to get through before I can run away and escape and no one apart from me and Diane, oh and Jungkook know that I won't be in work tomorrow.

Thankfully I get home from work without anyone asking me anything about tomorrow and I breathe a sigh of relief, it's then that I get a twitter notification and notice it's a private message from the bands account and my whole world is shocked again thinking what if it's management and they found out about Jungkook texting  and he's in trouble or I don't know what the hell. Turns out as I open and read it, it's from Jimin;

@btstwitter: hey Jimin here, can't wait to see you tomorrow, I've heard on the grapevine that you'll be coming to the hotel get together tomorrow night? 👀 come hang with me yeah? Save me from Kook banging on all night 👀😂 see you tomorrow!

I nearly have a heart attack there and then and think to myself should I even respond to that or? Shit what do I do? Why is he mentioning Jungkook annoying him? Banging on about what? The fangirl inside me screams "you" but I literally laugh out loud and shake it off, don't be stupid Y/N. I don't respond to the message Jimin sent in the end because it doesn't seem like a question so instead I go to scramble through my wardrobe and find and outfit for tomorrow and one for the award show on Saturday night because surely I have to wear something a little presentable and after all, if whatever this is with Jungkook stands a chance at continuing I guess I have to be okay with maybe other people from the celeb life seeing me and oh, Jimin of course.