𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

hug her then

As I finally pull up into the hotel car park I sigh as I pull on the hand brake and stare through the windscreen at the entrance to the hotel; surprisingly there isn't any fangirls surrounding the door like I thought there might be, I mean, fangirls have the weird power of always finding out where the celebs are stopping and wait for them to enter or exit. Actually I'm also surprised as of now there isn't any paparazzi either, am I at the right hotel? I guess I am as I followed the satnav exactly to the directions Jungkook gave me over the phone. Hearing my phone vibrate from the centre console I reach in and have a look at the screen, picking it up and seeing a message from Y/F/N; "I hope everything is okay? And I'll be here waiting whenever you decide you want to share. I know I'm pushy sometimes and I'm sorry for that but don't ever be scared to tell me anything, I'll always listen to you I promise! And hey, I'll never ever tell anyone else! You know I can keep secrets when I need to, love you xxx" I stare at it and hate myself so much for lying to her, I hate myself for everything. I realise as I'm sat there staring into space that the lying came so easily to me, like I never even gave it a second thought, I just lied so simply and the thing is I don't even care that I did it and I know it's wrong but the thought of being friends with Jungkook and Jimin and basically all of BTS makes me want to keep lying if it keeps me wrapped in this dream world. But that's just what it is, a dream world.

Looking at my watch it's nearly 3:30pm and time to go inside and check in but I feel bad for not texting Y/F/N back so instead send her a quick reply, "thanks, love you too xxx" there's no point is there, I've lied, she thinks I've lied why bother. But I'm still not telling her the truth anytime soon. I grab my bags climb out of my car and stick my phone in my back pocket and stroll towards the entrance to the hotel, I mean I guess I'm kinda early for check in as it is kind of at 4pm apparently but hey whatever.
"Hello there, can I help you?" A really well spoken lady asks as she sees me wandering over to the desk; "erm, maybe, I need to check in, I think" I stutter, why the hell did I say I think? I roll my eyes at myself. I hear a cough from the other side of the reception and see a group stood together talking and then I click on; a group of guys some with face masks on, some with their hoods up anything for their appearance to be covered so they couldn't be easily spotted. As I'm glancing I notice one of them, head to toe in black, hood up on his zip up; Jungkook! Our eyes meet for a few seconds and then I look away suddenly frightened in case there's any press or  anyone watching, is this what it's like to be linked to famous people? Linked what the hell I'm not linked am I? I don't know what the hell this is, I've let my fangirl self get swept up and I'm thinking I could easily get out of my depth. "So your name?" The lady smiles at me as I look back at her back in the real world, "Y/N and I erh, I've been told to mention Bang, erh.." I'm stuttering and I feel like a fool and I feel like I can feel Jungkook's eyes burning into me from across the room. "Ah yes it's all sorted Y/N so you only need one room card?" She smiles at me and I just nod, "okay so your room is 3408 and the lift is just round the corner there" she says as she points in the direction of where BTS are still stood huddled together, as I glance at where her finger points I see Jungkook look away. "Thank you" I say with a smile and take the key card from her and pick my hang bag and travel bag off the floor and walk slowly over towards the lift lobby, I should've known that as I went over there the guys would move too, why?

I wait for the lift to arrive as I feel some of the guys stand next to me waiting for the lift too and I suddenly feel small and shy and vulnerable. I can hear them talking between themselves and the security guys and crew I want to look at them but can't find it within myself to do it. The lift arrives and I step in and some of them follow me with two security men, "hey you again" I snap my head to the side and see Yoongi with a gummy smile, "hey to you too" I smile back and he hits me playfully, then I suddenly feel arms wrap around my shoulder and feel shy at the thought that it might be Jungkook, but it can't be that's not like him, he wouldn't do that; "Y/N!!! It's so cool you came" Jimin smiles and he's so cute it makes me happy instantly and it calms me, "hey Jimin!" I giggle as he hugs me tighter. I glance up at the security men and they just stand there as if they haven't even seen me talking to the guys, as if none of this was happening. I take a sneaky glance at the the other guy, all in black, Jungkook; he stares at me and I see his eyes alter,  they look softer and less freaked out so I find the courage to smile at him, "hey" I say quietly at him and then it dawns on me, this is strange because this is the first time we've seen each other in real life since we've been texting and then I remember how we text about anything and nothing, about how the day had gone or what had happened, this was now anything but ordinary and anything but a fangirl loving her bias! I suddenly see Jimin shove Jungkook from behind and Jungkook is flying towards me, "hug her then" Jimin shouts with a giggle as Jungkook falls into me and I put my hands forward to stop him stumbling, he quickly straightens himself up and looks at me, "sorry, I.." Jungkook fumbles over his words and I feel like this is all a dream, it's got to be; "it's okay honestly" I move towards Jimin and jokingly push him "it's Jimin's fault anyway right?" I stare at him and we both end up laughing and then I look back at Jungkook as the doors ping open on our hotel rooms floor and he just smiles sadly at me and I can't work out why. "I erm" I start talking but he cuts me off, "are you meeting us later? We have a little get together like night before a show thing, with family, friends, crew whatever, it's at 7:30pm in the nighthall suite, come say your name you're on the guest list" he smirks at me and then as quick as that he's down the hall, Yoongi had already gone and Jimin is lingering behind, he turns back to look at me, "see you there then yeah?" He winks and in a flash he's gone. I wander down the corridors looking for my hotel room and then when I find it I click the door open with the key card and my breath is taken away with how stunning the room is, it hits me that this is happening and I still don't know how.