𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

I get it I totally get it now.

I gently pull my hand away from Jimin's and I feel him eventually let me go; "Y/N... Y/N wait.." I hear him but I don't wait.
I'm walking at one hundred miles an hour to get away from the situation I just found myself in and then look helplessly down this random, dull corridor and realise I don't know where I am. I stop immediately.

I shove my fingers into my eyes in hope this day can get better; I risk turning around to see if anyone followed me, they haven't, not yet.

This wall is cold, I register as I move away from leaning on it and just as I'm about to move. There's a warm hand on my shoulder and I freeze up, oh god, which one of them followed me?

"Y/N" it's whispered so quietly I wouldn't be sure if I was imaging it or not if it wasn't for the hand on my shoulder. But. It sounds like Jungkook, I don't move but he tries again; "hey, hey Y/N" he shakes me a little this time and as I slowly turn around I see his face and his eyes meet mine and he looks, what is that look? Apologetic? but he never moves his hand from my shoulder.

"I'm sorry" he stutters out and I'm a little taken aback, "what?" Is all I can find to say. He looks so beautiful in front of me, his black shiny hair falling at the right places on his forehead, his clothing still making my heart do summersaults in my chest. "I'm sorry, let's start again" the way he says it makes me want to scream my biggest fan girl scream ever, this is the stuff from fanfics right? "Jungkook.. I can't start again, it was awful and I kinda lost my album. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have got it back. Actually.." I pause momentarily and find all the courage I have in me to lift my hand and place it gently on top of the hand he still has on my shoulder, ".. we, we wouldn't even know each if it wasn't for you" I mumble out the words and then stop, losing track of any of our conversation because he's looking at me and I'm losing it.

"The hotel room ... thing... I just.." as he starts I drop my hand from the top of his and he moves his hand away from my shoulder and then instead we're both just stood in this lonely corridor staring at each other, "..I didn't tell Jin because .. this sounds ridiculous but, I didn't tell him because I didn't want him to be involved, this.." he waves his hand around between the two of and I just keep listening and watching on in shock. ".. this thing, this whatever it is, it's just between me and you, it, I don't know it's stupid now.." he finished with a sigh but I get it I totally get it now.

"Hey, Jungkook.. I get it. It's not for anyone else right? I'm so sorry I made you feel like that, I just, I wasn't mad or, I don't know.. I think I was more embarrassed than anything.." he doesn't let me get anything else out before he buts in, "Why? Embarrassed why?" He stutters it out so quick I give a little giggle and then answer him, "because, I thought.. oh god this is awful, I thought you maybe .. wasn't interested or.." suddenly he's leaning forward and then.. I'm leaning forward lost in this intense moment and it's like the hotel room last night all over again but it feels a million times more intense.

Our lips are so close I can feel his warm, minty breath tickling my face and my whole body is tingling with heat and excitement and want. Then we're kissing. It's like I'm on fire.

His lips are so soft and gentle and I feel like there's no way I'm a good kisser and I never will be with a guy like this, but I'm totally and utterly lost in it. His hands feel for mine and when they touch I softly link mine with his and he allows it, It feels like electricity just shot between our palms, then as quick as it started it was finishing we both gently pulled away a little but we were still impossibly close as our mouths left each other, my eyes flickered open as his did and the look he had on his face made my heart skip a million beats and we just stayed in that moment gazing at each other until, "JUNGKOOK!!" before we both even have time to register it and move away from each far enough that it didn't look intimate it was too late and our hands were still linked, "oh I'm sorry.. I'll.." I looked down feeling shy and Jungkook gave me a small 'sorry' smile before he turned around and then we both looked slowly at Jimin. Though my mind screamed, thank god it was him!

"It's okay Jimin, I'm coming" Jungkook says as he's letting go of my hands and I suddenly feel cold as ice without his touch. "No no, I'm sorry, it's alright, we're not due on stage for 5 minutes I just, sorry" Jimin looks flustered and I don't know, I haven't seen that look on him before. "Jimin, it's okay honestly" Jungkook says with a smile. "Y/N I'm sorry I didn't" Jimin starts and waves his hand at me, "it's fine Jimin, just..." I stop suddenly as Jungkook looks back around at me, I smile at him and then carry on, "don't tell anyone. Anyone else I mean. Just, this, this can be between us yeah?" I stutter but I know Jungkook wants it like this too,  now he's told me about last night. "Erh yeah, of course.. I saw nothing" he mumbles but smiles.

"I'll see you later yeah?" Jungkook turns and smiles at me and my heart wants to burst, I smile at him, "yeah, yeah you will" he turns with a giggle and Jimin looks at me with a 'oh my god' look and then turns around to walk off with Jungkook, and I hear their voices as they walk away not enough to hear what they're saying but I do hear Jimin say, "what the hell" in a rather comical tone.

I realise then after they've vanished that I came down here earlier and didn't know where I was, I still don't now, I start walking slowly back where Jimin and Jungkook have just walked; "miss, are you okay?"