𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Even work didn't distract me

"What now?" I say to myself as I sit in bed and look at my phone screen lighting up; I noticed it's a tweet notification and roll my eyes into the back of my head. I really need to get some sleep because I've been up for hours and had such a embarrassing, stressful day after all that shit at the fan meet and then after the weird direct messages from someone apparently claiming to be Jungkook, I don't know if I can deal with anymore, I have to be up in six hours to get ready for work and my patience for one day has nearly reached its limit. I pick my phone up and decide to have a look at the screen and my eyes nearly drop out of my head when it looks like a direct message from the bands official account, it can't be though can it? It's got to be someone who has a similar name to their official account and my eyes are deceiving me.

I click on twitter and nearly have a heart attack when it is in fact an actual message from the bands official twitter page and it's a private direct message, to me! I open it thinking I might be asleep and I'm dreaming; the message isn't long, there's not much to it but it's enough for me to internally scream and I'll admit, I do fangirl a little, a lot! I read it again, 'do you believe me now?' I'm finding it hard to breathe if I'm being completely honest and then it hits me. Jungkook has just tweeted me on a direct message and how am I supposed to react? Do I reply? No I can't do that, how am I supposed to message the official band account? I can't surely. Maybe I should tweet the other account back that I didn't believe was him? I genuinely don't know what to do and my mind won't stop racing. I'm excited but I'm freaking out and I'm slightly terrified how this is panning out because what if someone finds out he messaged me? Oh my god my life will be over and they'll be loads of scandal about Jungkook and I can't deal with that and I can't drag Jungkook through loads of crap just because at the fan meet some silly girl decided to shout and embarrass me to the point that I ran away from him and the rest of the guys and left my album behind. What is happening with my life? Why is my life always attracting drama? I don't know how much more I can stand. And I have work in the morning, oh help me. I put my phone on do not disturb and slam it down on the bed side table after setting my alarm for in the morning and lay down to go to sleep switching off my lamp; I don't want any more drama for today, and if that's Jungkook or any of the other band members messaging me it can wait until tomorrow because now I need to sleep.

My alarming screaming in my ears signalling it was already time to get up and get ready for work makes me want to call work and tell them I'm ill and can't make it in today because I've barely slept; I tried so hard after I laid down to shut off and give into the exhaustion I felt but all the stuff swirling in my mind didn't allow anytime to shut off and now morning has rolled around I kinda want the ground to swallow me because the reality of everything is hitting me and it's hitting hard. What the hell am I going to do about the direct message? Do I just ignore it but then that's really rude and like Y/F/N said, I haven't even said thank you to Jungkook for saving my album and getting it back to me or even for giving me a ticket to next weeks fan meet. I think about texting my sister to ask for advice but then cringe at the thought of explaining all this story to her; my sister isn't a fan of the band and she's never really been into all this fangirling in general so to try and now tell her what's happening it makes me want to die of embarrassment, so she's probably not the best person to ask for advice. I also don't want to ask Y/F/N because she'll blow it completely out of proportion and start telling me that Jungkook fancies me and that I might have a chance of a one night stand with him or something and shit I can't deal with that, I can't have her filling my head with day dreams that will never happen. He doesn't fancy me he only saw me for one minute and that one minute including the embarrassment was long enough and then the way I ran away, ha! He probably only sent the album back to me and gave me a fan meet ticket because he felt sorry for me and that's it my thoughts take me back to that moment and I hate everything again. But then why has he messaged me? Why does he or any of them want me to go the next fan meet so bad? Maybe they all really are such nice people and they feel bad that the situation didn't get stopped and so this is like an apology. I don't have time to think it over too much and get ready for work.