The morning rolls around too quickly, far too quickly, but it's okay it's only Sunday at least Monday hasn't arrived yet! I roll over and grab my phone to check the time; 08:30am wow it's too early for me when I'm not working, I don't need to be awake at this time. Before I even have a chance to do anything else my brain reminds me of the message I sent Jungkook last night that is still unanswered and I can't stand it. Why don't I just forget all about it? It's simple enough, he hasn't replied he probably got bored of me or realised it was all ridiculous anyway. Now should I try and sleep again or get up and do some cleaning?
Now 11am after deciding the apartment did in fact need a clean I'm sat with a cup of tea and wondering whether I should clean the bathroom although I hate that job the most! I don't get to enjoy my tea too long without being interrupted with my phone vibrating and a message, a message from Jungkook. My heart does this stupid little flip like a child with a school girl crush and even though I so desperately want it to stop I can't and so I read the message;
JK: hey I'm so sorry I vanished yesterday! Please forgive me? We were doing a rehearsal and then by the time I got back to the hotel, the hyungs wanted to know what I kept messing with my phone for when I never text them back so I never got a chance to reply to you! 😕
I read it and don't even know how to respond; so he hasn't told the others that he's given me his number and he hasn't told them that he's been texting me. Why? What the hell is this? Plus, he's basically asking me not to be mad with him for not replying, is this real? I'm sure I'm asleep and need waking up from this dream world. So I decide to reply;
Me: it's ok don't apologise I know you're always so busy it's fine☺️ what you've been rehearsing? Oh wait it's ok you don't have to tell me, sorry I'm being nosey! Erm.. so, the others don't know you've text me?
I didn't want to ask him and bring it up but I felt like I needed to know why the others don't know and if this whatever it is should be kept fully under wraps, but why, it's nothing right?
JK: well, the rehearsing, that's what I wanted to ask you yesterday, so.. I don't know if you're free but it would be cool if you were, we're doing an award show on the night before we leave for home and I wondered if you wanted to come? Oh sorry, if you will come?
Me: you want me to come to a show? To see you guys? Again? How? Why? I don't understand why me? Wow
JK: what do you mean? Why you? I would just like you to come to the show and see us all again.
JK: I'd like to erm see you again
Help me I can't breath! What is air? What is life? Someone pinch me and wake me up please! Shall I call my sister and see if she can tell me what day it is and what time then I'll know if I'm dreaming! What is going on? How am I supposed to deal with this, I can't jump on it or I'll look pathetic, like oh god yes please oh and you want to see me? Oh wow me too I want to see you! Oh god.
Me: Jungkook.. is this a joke? Or?
JK: what? What do you mean? What bit do you think is a joke? How come you never believe that I'd like to invite you to these things?
Me: I.. I don't know what to say!
JK: then don't, don't say anything! Say you'll come?
Me: how is this real? I can't believe this is happening
JK: is that good or bad? 👀
Me: I don't know, good I mean wow ok I'm so shocked.
JK: are you coming? Because I have another question if you are
Me: ok wait.. when is this show? I work you know it's not that easy
JK: sorry this is why I said can I ask you something
Me: sorry I don't mean.. sorry start again, when is the show?
JK: next Saturday night, we leave for home Sunday night
Me: ok, I think I might be able to get time off :)
JK: cool so can you have from Friday off?
Me: what?! Why?
JK: so, we're staying in this hotel and I thought.. I thought maybe, because you have to drive like hours to the capital maybe you could stay over instead? And then erm.. maybe you'd like to hang out or?
Okay so now I really can't breathe! Hang out?! Hang out. Jungkook wants to hang out with me after a show? Wait! I immediately think of calling my sister for some 'hanging out with guys' advice and then realise that I can't, so I don't know what I'm doing with this or how it's going to turn out. I take a deep breath and continue the conversation;
Me: hang out? You want to hang out with me? Me?
JK: erh.. yeah. So erm, are you free from Friday? Or?
Wait why do I need to be free from Friday? Does he mean hang out the night before the show? Or before the show Saturday or?
Me: I don't know until Monday at work, so can I let you know then? :)
JK: yeah of course that's cool :) I erh, so.. you could stay in the same hotel as us
Me: what? No no it's fine maybe I can stay down there to save me the travel home late at night but I don't think I'll be able to afford, look no it's ok if I'm free I'll book a hotel :)
JK: no don't! I mean, sorry it's just I kind of.. Look there's a room at the hotel we're staying in so it's fine honestly don't worry ☺️
Me: no Jungkook don't! I'm fine I'll just stay somewhere it's cool and we can still catch up after the show right😀
JK: no the room it's.. look honestly please let me sort it, it's no bother and erm, it's good ok? But yeah we can have a chill after the show? 👍🏻
Where do I go from here? He wants to sort a hotel room out for me, he wants to hang out after the show they're doing. Maybe I need to listen to what Y/F/N said all along. Is he hitting on me? Maybe this is all a set up? Am I being played? And he still hasn't he told me why he hasn't told the other members that he's texting me? I'll have to ask him again.
I decide not to respond again immediately to his last message as it'll just go back and forth for hours and as much as I could only dream for something like that to happen, now it's happening it's all a bit much and I don't know what I'm doing and if I should even be doing any of it so, instead I go and clean that bathroom I hate cleaning so much, maybe I'll get it cleaned quicker with so many thoughts distracting me.
ВЫ ЧИТАЕТЕ
𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)
Фанфик"I said go away Jungkook! I can't do this right now!" "Why?" "Please Jungkook, just leave" ~~~~~ DOES LIFE LET YOU KEEP HIM? When life throws you a chance to meet your bias, you couldn't have been happier, when it progresses and life throws you...
