yours is an artists ticket.

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I sit around for an hour or two constantly refreshing my Twitter app wondering if the 'Jungkook' account will reply to my message but as of now, nothing. It's now getting on for 10pm and I really need an early night and I hoping after sending a reply back and feeling a little better about the whole situation that I can finally get some sleep so I can do my job better tomorrow.

At 10:30pm I retire to my bedroom and click the tv on and the lights off so that I hope the small sound of the TV's lull in the background and the flickering lights from the screen can help send me to sleep, I feel my eyes going heavy as lay down and finally allow sleep to overcome me.

I beat my alarm awake, so switch it off before I have to hear the annoying noise of it screaming in my ears. I'm only awake thirty minutes before my alarm was due to go off so it's not like I have tons of time before I can be getting ready for work. I pick my phone back up and decide to check twitter, my mind instantly reminding me of the message I sent last night; as the twitter app refreshers I see there is in fact another private message and it is from the account I replied back to, 'I'll see you there then! Don't bring an album to sign I'll get you one' I read it and can't believe my eyes. I'm still trying to believe this whole situation like am I having a twitter conversation with Jungkook, privately, like when no one else knows about this, well ok maybe the other band members do and maybe the crew know but I mean other fans, other fans, all those people at those fan meets and concerts and what nots they don't have a clue! Ok wow! My mind is spinning again but this time, it's spinning with excitement and the slight fluttery butterfly feelings at the thought that no one knows about this and even if it stops right after Saturdays fan meet it's happened. And this has been real and I can't get my head around it.

*Saturday- fan meet day*

Saturday morning rolls around quicker than any week has ever gone and I'm still not over the excitement of what's happening with Jungkook; I haven't had any more messages since and I definitely haven't sent any more probably out of sheer awkwardness of not knowing what to do with it all! I know that if this was Y/F/N in this situation getting a private message from the band account it would've been like getting an open invitation to flood their direct message inbox with message after message telling them all sorts of stuff that they really don't want to know or need to know. I giggle to myself at the thought and then make a mental note not to tell her about this situation. Ever! No matter how much I love her.

I'm finally dressed and ready for the fan meet, I've checked and double checked and triple checked that my outfit looks ok; I've gone simple, black skinny jeans with some converse and a dress shirt that's black with floral pattern, so I don't look too boyish with the jeans but I don't really like skirts, my body isn't made for skirts and anyway I think my tops I choose always add the girly element.
I grab my car keys and get ready for the one and half hours drive; normally I wouldn't drive but because this was more like a last minute thing and I haven't really had the time or the money to look at train tickets and I guess this fan meet is closer to home for me than the last one, typical that I got tickets to the one furthest away from me but couldn't get any to the one closer, I shake my head at the reminder that not only then did I win one but was gifted one too! Gifted one by a member of the band and not any member, but my bias. Ok I mentally stop myself going any further into my thoughts because if I continue I'll fangirl and won't be safe driving.

Arriving at the venue for meet I manage to find a car park space quite easily which is strange because I though it would be fuller, by the time I get to the check in points at the arena entrance I notice why it's quieter than it should be, because there isn't as many attendees at this one, maybe that's why it sold out quicker and I didn't get a ticket when they were released. "Hello your ticket please" a lady says as she glances up at me from the desk, I smile at her and then give her my ticket; I watch as she inspects it and keeps glancing back at me and then back to the ticket and while I'm waiting I see all the other rows of check in desks taking the tickets ripping them in half and throwing them into a box at the side of them but the lady holding my ticket looks at me and holds it back out as if offering it me back, "thank you" she says shoving it towards me more, "don't you need to keep it or something?" I ask shyly wondering why my ticket hasn't been ripped and kept. "No dear, these ones, they don't need me to keep them, it's yours keep it safe" she smiles as I take the ticket from her and glare at it, noting that I'm sure it looks the same as all the others, "why? It's just a ticket right?" I question hoping I get to know why she doesn't need to keep it, with a small smile she looks up at me, "yours is an artists ticket. When the ticket is from a member we get told the person who has those tickets keeps them" she says quietly to me as if she doesn't want everyone else to hear. "Oh, ok I didn't realise" I say feeling like a fool but not knowing what else to respond with, "sometimes when they're initial'd by crew or like yours is from a member they carry something extra with them, sometimes it's a access all areas pass or a backstage pass or, they're important and we're not allowed to confiscate them. Have an amazing day" she says as if she hasn't just told me something that's made my heart nearly fall out of my chest. Making my way to the seating area in the arena for the fan meet to begin no one has approached me from the team or crew and I haven't seen the two men I saw last week so I'm assuming they've all forgotten and my ticket is just a ticket. I take my seat and it's considerably closer to the stage than I've ever been at anything in my life; I count the rows, I'm sat on row five wow! I take a sip of my water and wait for the fan meet to finally begin.

𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)Where stories live. Discover now