𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

he dances the way fire eats up anything it touches

I glitch, making the smallest smile ever at him and then I feel heat rushing to my cheeks thank god I have make up on so it's less noticeable. Jungkook suddenly looks away and I'm actually quite grateful.

It's then that I remember Y/F/N's call, telling me about them being on tv; I glance around the arena and see there's cameras everywhere. That's it, I'm not looking in their direction again tonight, no way!

Well, not until they're on stage, on stage is safe, right?

The rest of the show is ok, I watch continuously as people and actors and various other figures receive awards for things I know nothing about and movies and shows I've never watched, reminding myself I'm here because in about 10 minutes time they'll be performing on that stage and then we, I mean I can leave.

It's not until they're climbing the steps to the stage where I have full view that I get a strange feeling in my gut, how can I look, how can I watch him dance and perform in front of me like I'm just another fan, when not too long ago I felt the softness of his lips on mine, his warm breath on my neck and then the look on Jimin's face when he caught us standing way too close to each holding hands.

Shit!

As they climb the steps to the stage and I watch on, my heart is trying to climb too, out of my chest; I feel uneasy as if all eyes in the arena are looking at me waiting to see my reaction, but as bravely decide to glance around I see that in fact as it should be all eyes are on BTS!

All eyes are on the guys that everyone loves.

The guys that fan boys and fan girls alike dream of being best friends with, being in a relationship with, hell, maybe just having a one night stand with.

And here I was, staring at them going onto stage as a fan girl who had just had at least one of a million fan girls dreams come true.

How on this earth had I just kissed Jungkook?

The lights suddenly glaring and intense light up the stage and there's an audible gasp from the audience when they see the seven guys all stood on stage in there black jeans and suit jackets and my heart near enough explodes.

"They look amazing right?" The lady at the side of me pats her hand onto my arm as if trying to shake me from a trance I never realised I was in until I snap my eyes away from the guys on stage and at her.

"Erm yeah... yeah they do" I say just loud enough for her to hear, give her a quick smile and then look back at the stage. Their performance has started and they're dancing and then I realise my gaze hasn't left Jungkook since I started watching them dance. He looks amazing, as always, he dances the way fire eats up anything it touches, his gaze intense, his body movements so fluid and natural but yet given every ounce of his energy and emotion and this Jungkook, this Jungkook is a million miles away from the Jungkook I was playing computer games with in his hotel room and the Jungkook that just looked at me in the eyes and then kissed me and held my hands the in corridor backstage.

Even as fans we all knew they have different personalities to what we see on stage, but it's so different you'd think it was another person.

"Who's your favourite?" This lady at the side of me drags me from my thoughts again but this time I don't know how to respond. "Pardon?" I question hoping to buy some time before I have to say something. "Which member of this band is your favourite? I can tell you're a fan by the way you're looking at them." What is she telling me!

"Oh I erh, I like them all! I erh I love them all, they're awesome right?" I stutter out hoping this lady will shut up and let me go back to my spaced out watching of them on stage.

"I think I see your favourite, you watch him differently" I nearly choke on my own breathe as I snap my head round at her, "what?" I say quickly surely I don't change that much when I see Jungkook? "Him" she says as her long finger nails point in Jungkook's direction and I feel myself want to die. "Oh yeah, he's.. he's really cool" I can't think of anything else to say to her, what I am supposed to do. But thankfully someone at the side of her comes to my aid, "he is cool, everyone thinks the maknae is cool, real fans though, we Stan them all right?" The girl at the side says with a smile and I nod, "yeah that's why I said we love them all" and with that they both shut up and we watch the rest of the performance.

Although stupid of me to think he'd do the whole performance and not look at me once, help!

As I watch he steps forward to the front centre to do a solo dance move and that's when it happens; he looks up and his eyes find mine because obviously I'm already looking, why was I doing that, and I kind of want to cringe but I kind of get a little buzz from it. The thought that there's all those people in this audience but yet he's found my eyes. My heart knows about it the way it's beating so hard my ribcage aches.

It's the moment that he does this strange like, what was it, seductive, no, I don't know, but he smiles and it's like my heart drops out and my lungs have forgotten what oxygen is. I know my eyes widen slightly and he sees because he does a tiny stupidly cute grin before moving back into position with the others and then takes his gaze off mine and this is it!

I know I've had it!

Because if I'd fallen for him before as a fan girl, I'm certainly falling for him now I know him a little better.

And if the kiss before meant anything, if it means he might kinda like me, if Jimin was right, what's happening next?

No he can't like me, he can't can he?

How can this even go anywhere when he's leaving for home tomorrow night.

How did any of this even happen?