𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Take it!

The man I saw two weeks ago giving me my signed album back after the embarrassing disaster at the first fan meeting comes through the door into the box office and I glance up at him to meet his eyes looking at me with a sight confusion in his face; "I've met you before right?" He asks as he reaches me with a small smile on his face, "erm yes sir, you have" I say shyly but I don't know what else to say to him. "Ah! You're the album girl? Sorry, I meant, you're the girl I gave the album back to after Jungkook saved it for you when you left it, right?" He questions but his emotions remain friendly and not pushy for information, "yes that's correct sir" I smile and then feel the need to look away as I hear some giggling girls coming through the box office entrance, I immediately think that maybe they're going to join me in the vip backstage thing but they head to the desk and I hear them mention they're just picking up some tickets. "So you ready to go miss?" The man in the suit from the crew asks me as he points his hand in the direction of the doors he just came from, "yes thank you" I say and then follow his lead.

As I follow him I see him walk us past the changing rooms and I want to glance but I'm frightened that if I do I may be invading privacy even though I'm wearing a vip badge I feel it's not my place to be able to glance into changing rooms, but the fangirl in me wants to so badly, but I don't, I fight the urge at the risk of maybe being ejected for not following rules even though I haven't been given any upfront rules. "So I'm just taking you to the meet and greet area where the guys are chilling out before it's stage time" the man says with a happy smile and inside I'm a squealing fangirl but I'm trying so hard to remain calm and look like every other person as I answer him, "okay that sounds brilliant."

I glance back up at the man I'm following, "excuse me sir, what's your name?" I ask him as I realise if I keep seeing him it's so rude not to know him or his name, "I'm Byung-ho, nice to meet you, what's your name?" He shoots back and I give a little giggle, "hello Byung-ho I'm Y/N, it's nice to meet you again" I smile and he simply smiles back, "Y/N nice name" he says and then picks up his pace as I continue to follow him down the backstage corridors.

"So they're in here, have a good night Y/N" Byung-ho smiles at me and then he pulls the door open and allows me to walk in, it makes me feel slightly uncomfortable as I step through the door and see all the guys laughing with each other and a few other crew members and one or two other people wearing the same vip passes as the one that I'm wearing, before I have a chance to back away or do anything, I hear my name, "Y/N hi" as I look up I see Jungkook coming over towards me and I don't know what to do or how to react so I just give him a shy smile; how is this even real, this is the stuff of every fangirls dreams. "Hey" he says again as he reaches me and stops in front of me, "hey" I say quietly  and I can feel my cheeks starting to blush, I'm so glad that I put a little make up on this morning so that the blush isn't as obvious. "I'm so glad you decided to come" Jungkook looks at me and his eyes are sparkling and I feel so awkward and I really want to ask him why he's doing this but there's a piece of my brain screaming for me to just leave it as it is so that I can live this little dream.

"I.. erh..." that's all I manage to stutter out before Jungkook cuts me off, "it's okay, I know this might seem strange or.. look, I just, I don't want you to feel awkward about this, I want you to enjoy the gig, meet the guys, it's Friday night right?" He said with a grin but it's a grin I can't understand; I can't tell whether he's trying to be friendly and funny to make me feel better or if he's, I don't even want to think it because I feel pathetic, but, is he flirting? Is this how guys flirt? To be honest I've really no idea I haven't really had too much experience in life to know exactly when I'm being hit on, ha, when am I ever hit on?! He can't be, this isn't happening, this shit doesn't happen to fans! This isn't happening because I'm just me and this isn't real, shut up Y/N I scream mentally to myself and immediately scold myself and push every thought of everything to the back of my mind. "Thanks, thank you, I appreciate it. And yeah, it's Friday night, so, you're ready to have a great gig with the others? I can't wait to see what show you'll do and the which songs" I question him to distract myself. "I'm so excited, we all are, been ages since we've done this" I can hear the excitement in his voice and it makes me smile; "hey, it's you again" I turn around to find Jimin walking towards us.

"Hi" I say quietly as Jungkook takes a step back away from me and Jimin steps forward as if he has no idea that personal space is a thing and pulls me into a hug, why? Shall I pinch myself because all of this can't be happening. "So come on, come hang with us, thought you had a vip pass? Come on" Jimin says as he drags me away from the door and Jungkook and over to the others, they all come and say hi and Jimin finally lets go of my arm and goes back to whatever he was doing before; "so, I, sorry about any of the messages last night, I had a drink and I.." Jungkook was back next to me and talking with such a low voice so the others couldn't hear him but I stop him stuttering, "it's okay they were just messages nothing else, Jimin told me you'd had a drink, did you have fun?" I ask and take a glance up at him and see him already looking at me, "no, erm, I just had a drink in the hotel room, we weren't partying or anything, actually I don't drink that much" he says his face serious. "Ah right well, a drink sometimes is good" We were stood across from the other guys and I look over at them; "are you from this area of the country, I don't really know any other areas other than the capital of Y/C/N, sorry I, ignore me sorry I wasn't being nosey" he keeps stuttering his voice and he looks uncomfortable, he seems so different to how he is on stage but he's making me internally fangirl so bad, does he want to know stuff about me, I mean why would he? "it's fine, I'm not from here, I live around a two hour drive from here, I drove down earlier." I smile and find the courage to look at him properly, he just smiles back.

"What the hell are you two doing over there? Is he hitting on you?!" Hoseok giggles shouting over to us and I feel so shy and with the look of Jungkook's face, he's feeling the same, if not worse. Jungkook shifts away from me so quick it's like I've slapped him or something; "shut the hell up you child" Jungkook snarls and walks over to Hoseok slapping his arm and then chasing him after he runs off and then Jimin is back at my side again, "come on, come talk to us over here we're just chatting about how the shows going to run." He beams at me and walks me over to everyone else. Eventually, it's quite a good couple of hours, the time goes by so quick it's nearly time that the doors are opening and there's some of their team come in and tell the guys it's time to change and get ready for the show, so myself and the few others with vip passes, that I found out were either photographers paid for some promo shots they were doing or they were friends of backstage crew, were told we could go to our seats. All the guys were so lovely and friendly and down to earth I still can't believe any of it was real and Jungkook seemed to relax as time went on and managed to have normal every day life conversations with me, Jimin is like a best friend you've known forever even though I don't really know anything about him. Jin makes me laugh so much, and Namjoon is so inspiring, Hoseok and Tae are lovely they giggle all the time. And Yoongi is so nice, he's totally different from the bad boy with an attitude vibe he sometimes gives on stage and I feel like you can talk to him so easily.

Just as I'm leaving and I get to the door, "wait Y/N" Jungkook is behind me as I turn around and see him going to reach out his hand to grab my arm but he stops himself as I look at him; "yeah?" I ask and I can't help but notice how he makes a fist with the hand he drops by his side, "take this" he shoves his other hand with a folded piece of paper in it towards my hand, "what is it?" I say and look at his hand then back up at his face, he uses his other hand to run his fingers through his hair, looking on edge, "it's my number, I thought.. I thought, maybe, erm, texting is safer than tweeting" he whispers leaning forward closer to me but I'm in shock and don't know what to do, I can't do this, I can't take it can I? This shouldn't happen between idols and fans? "No Jungkook I can't take it, this, we can't, what is this? I..." I'm stuttering and I don't know what to do; "this isn't erh, anything sorry I was just, I thought, we chatted before so, instead of tweeting in case.." Jungkook can't get a full sentence out and I think he might be feeling as awkward as I am even though he's the one offering his number, wait, Jungkook is offering me! Me his number! "Oh, but, how can I .. I can't take that surely, I.." I just stop talking as I see Namjoon wandering up towards us, "guys come on now or we won't have the show start on time" Namjoon laughs as he reaches us, "take it!" Jungkook says quietly and shoves it in my hand as he walks past me with Namjoon and I stick it straight in my jeans pocket and have no idea what to do next.