𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

How will I ruin it?

"Jungkook!!! This is too hard I can't.." I screech as his hands are still over mine and his fingers are hitting the tops of my fingers so that the keyboard is pressed at all the right times for the game and he is smirking I can tell, I risk a glance round at him because I know I'm not even playing the game, it's literally just Jungkook tapping my fingers down when they need to; "shhh! It's not hard, look, watch my hands when I tap your fingers. Okay? When I tap your fingers press that key okay?" He questions as I turn back around and look back at the screen where he's paused the game. "Okay I'll try again" I say quietly hoping he might take pity on me; "go" he says as he un-pauses the game and the speed of it starts all over again and I can genuinely say, I'm crap at it! "Y/N you need to calm down when you play because if it's stressing you it doesn't work properly, look move over" he says as he shoves me sideways away from the keyboard and as I move away and he moves in closer to it. I watch him as he places his hands on the keyboard and the way he so gently presses the keys but yet plays the game with absolute  perfection and it amazes me. He always amazes me, am I fangirling mentally again? "Y/N are you watching because I'm testing you after this" he says with a light giggle on his voice; "I'm watching but I don't understand a thing you're doing but you're making it look awesome" I look at him, "as always" I whisper under my breath but obviously not quiet enough as I see him whip his head around with wide eyes glaring at me, "what?" He says looking jokingly shocked and I giggle and his gaze makes me blush because he never looks away from me. "What what?" I ask with a smirk because I know he heard me, "as always? What do you mean?" He quizzes and then suddenly he stands up from his chair and moves sideways over to my chair as he leans on the arms and glares at me before he leans down closer to me; "as always" he whispers and I want to die, I want the ground to swallow me whole and help me out of this situation because how did I even end up here? I currently have Jungkook so close to me and facing me straight on, I can feel his warm breath and his body heat and he's staring at me with those wide brown eyes and he's not breaking his eye contact with me and I can't find it within myself to look away from him because he's so captivating and he looks so hot and wonderful and mind blowingly beautiful and his black shirt is tighter than ever on his chest and the buttons are straining with the way he's leaning forward and they look like they're one push forward from bursting open and in my mind I want it to happen, I really do. I want to see his chest and the way he looks when he's in private away from a camera lens and a million plus viewers and fans and the way he looks beneath his clothes; the way that fans don't see him because it's kept hidden and I feel greedy and selfish for wanting to have that side of him, to see that side of him when I don't even know him at all really, when I have no right to see any of that side of him and to top it off I don't know if he likes me at all, but my mind still trials away to those places. "As always what?" He repeats and gets ever the more closer to my face but this time I can't keep the eye contact because the blush on my cheeks under my make up is burning me so badly it feels like he's blowing fire at me and I'm so pathetically fangirling under my some what calm exterior, well, I say calm but I don't think I look calm to Jungkook. "I.. erh..." I stutter pathetically and I hate myself right now actually I think this might be the most I've hated myself in a while and I shuffle in the chair and I want to escape to be honest, not because I don't like being with Jungkook because obviously I do, in fact, this is the best time I've had so far but it feels intense and much like this shouldn't be happening and then my mind overdrives and reminds me that I'm in this situation and I'm in his hotel room and should I be? Is this even okay? I start to freak out a little so I try to calm myself down, closing my eyes for a second and taking in a deep breath and Jungkook just keeps on looking at me. "I?" He says slowly and quietly as he watches me; "I.. you're always good, at anything.. everything" I eventually say and give him an answer he was probably looking for, "is that so?" He says and then he moves and sits back in the chair next to mine but he keeps his focus on me; "how do you know?" He asks and I suddenly feel like I've said something I shouldn't have, "sorry I don't mean.. I..." I start blabbering again and he smiles and moves his hand and I watch it as he shifts it over to me and rest his hand on top of my hands that are currently scrunched together on top of my thighs. "Hey, it's okay, I'm joking" he says with a smile as I glance up at him, "I erh, but I meant, you are though. Good. Good at everything you should be proud" I say shyly and then look back at him but his smile has vanished. "No, I mean thank you but no, I'm not good at everything, not everything" he says quietly and then he moves his hand off my hands and does the same thing I'm doing; he scrunches his hands together in his lap and I think he looks uncomfortable, "hey, what's wrong? I mean you don't have to tell me it's okay but don't be sad, you are amazing" I say stupidly like I'm saying it to my best friend and she's just going to laugh with me any minute but he doesn't, he doesn't laugh, he does however turn his head and look at me with his wide eyes again, "I just, it's nothing. Come on let's have another go at the game, I'm good at that right?" He says with that smirk again so I agree.

"Jungkook noooooo!" I laugh as I screech while he tickles my side trying to distract me just because I've managed to make it through the first level of the game, "you're cheating and you passed these stages ages ago stoppppp!" I say as I eventually let go of the keyboard and allow the level to be lost as I turn to him and tickle him back; I'm tickling Jungkook's side how is this happening? "Wait wait Y/N no you're going to lose this level if you stop now, look" he says moving his hands away from me and pointing at the laptop screen but I continue to tickle him and he's shuffling around and then he tries to move his chair away from me. "You're trying to distract me again so that you can escape! And it's not happening just because I got good at the game eh?" I laugh and pull him back. He turns sharply and looks at me with shiny eyes and we're so close again it's intense and the game screen flashes up 'game over', "see you've lost now" he says and suddenly he's back in the position he was before when he trapped me in the chair with his body in front of me leaning in and his hands on the arms of my chair, his shirt is tight again and I don't know whether it's the joking around we've been doing or how he is smirking at me but I find a moment of madness within me and I move my hand slowly towards his chest to the buttons on his shirt, "you're going to ruin your beautiful shirt" I say as I knock my finger onto his buttons and he looks down and watches my hand as I move it away again and then shyly I look up at him; "really? How will I ruin it?" He says with a tone floating on his voice that I've not heard from him before, "well, it's erm.. it's... look at it" I stumble over my words as I look at his eyes and then at his shirt and I slowly point my finger towards it and he looks down at his chest and runs his hand down his front. Shit! It's so hot and I'm sure he's doing it deliberate, this isn't Jungkook, he's not normally like this, does he feel the way I'm feeling right now? No he can't do, can he? "it looks ok to me" he says and drops his hand back onto the arm of my chair and glares back at me, "what's wrong with it?" He asks and then he moves in closer and my face is burning up again and I hate how he affects me so much when I barley know him really, "it's, because it's tight and it's straining look" I say but this time I don't move my hands I keep them knotted together on my legs. He doesn't even look down this time he just moves even closer and his face is centimetres away from mine and I've seen this before on so many  movies, on so many dramas and this can't possibly be happening right now to me and him, Jungkook! How is this happening. I look at him and he's just staring at me and to says it's intense now isn't even describing it properly; he shuffles a little closer and I shuffle forward a tiny bit and there's barely a gap between us, I flutter my eyes shut under the intensity of it all, I feel his warm breath and then we both jump apart as we hear a knocking on his hotel room door. We look at each other for a moment and then I look away shyly realising what might have just happened if the knocking didn't start; and the knocking is still happening as he moves his gaze away from me and glances at the door as if he could tell who it was.