I'm driving to the gig and my mind is on fire with thoughts of what I'm going to find when I arrive at 3pm as Jungkook told me to; plus, I can't get the message from Jimin out of my brain, I mean, so if Jimin knows about Jungkook sending me private messages, do they all know? Does the management know, well surely they do? I don't know how to feel about it but, what the hell!
I'm trying to decide how awkward this gig is going to be, he said he'll see me there and I know it's supposed to be an 'intimate' gig meaning there's not going to be many of us in the audience but, does that mean I'll get eye contact with him? Oh wow and he said he's seen my twitter before any of this god which means he kinda knows me, well he doesn't know me but maybe he could recognise me. Why is this happening? On one hand it feels like a dream come true, on the other hand it feels like it might be getting ready to turn into a nightmare of sorts.
I eventually find the small arena building that the gig is in after much annoyance at trying to follow my satnav and it's irritating voice of directions; getting out the car I glance around and see there doesn't seem to be anyone else here yet, but I'm guessing it's because I'm early but surely someone else would be arriving for 3pm too? The car park is dead, then again maybe not?
I walk up to the box office as Jungkook has told me to do and it's now 2:45pm I'm kinda freaking out wondering what this is going to turn out to be but nether the less I go up to the desk; "hello how can I help you?" The lady behind the desk asks with a smile, "I've been told to tell you my name, which is Y/N (and last name) and that I'm having to arrive by 3pm for the secret BTS gig" I say as I don't even understand myself what is happening. "Okay, hold on I'll go and find out for you" she says as she gets up from her chair and leaves me standing there, my phone vibrates while she's gone and I take a look at it to see a private message;
@JungkookWalksIn: 'hey just thought I'd let you know, 3pm! You're on the vip list that I gave box office. Backstage pass coming your way :) see you soon then?!'
I read it and think my jaw drops to the floor and then I notice the lady coming back with a pass and ticket in her hand; "yes so Y/N you have a backstage pass today, and get the vip treatment, here you go" she hands me the pass and I'm just staring not knowing what to say, "so you'll be collected by a member of their team in around ten minutes if you'd like to wait in here" she beams at me and I just can't believe any of it. "Thank you, I mean, wow ok" I stutter and she giggles slightly, "was you not expecting it?" I glance at her shyly, "erm no not really but ..." I trail my voice away and she just smiles and leaves me waiting for a team member to arrive.
So I'm going backstage and meeting the guys again? I'm meeting Jungkook again? But in a different environment! Different setting! None of those other fans squealing in the background! No one telling me I'm stalking him! Well I don't know what other fans might be in the backstage thing but still it can't be too bad and there can't be loads of us. Ok my brain can't compute it, but I know one thing for sure; the fangirl in me is dying right now and she's internally screaming the building down.
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𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)
Fanfiction"I said go away Jungkook! I can't do this right now!" "Why?" "Please Jungkook, just leave" ~~~~~ DOES LIFE LET YOU KEEP HIM? When life throws you a chance to meet your bias, you couldn't have been happier, when it progresses and life throws you...
