I open my twitter account to read the message from him;
@JungkookWalksIn: 'sorry for not replying sooner, I've been so busy with practice and things. I was asking about being free from 3pm on Friday because erh, well you'll see Friday seeing as you said you're free✌🏻'
I read the message a few times and am in absolute disbelief that any of this can be happening; and why won't he tell me what I'm being free for? How am I going to reply to a message like that? I think I'll have to just play it cool? This may have gone past fangirl mode now, I mean, I am still fangirling at this situation but something about it makes it feel a little more intense and fangirl might not be the right way to play it. So I click on his message and type out a reply:
Y/N twitter account: 'hey no worries I know you're all super busy and that's cool, I hope your having fun? So I'm guessing I have to be at the venue at 3pm then? Can't you just tell me what it's for?'
I've read my reply over numerous times before I send it but I can't think of any other way to respond and I now need to sound like a real sane person and not someone who's heart is smashing against their rib cage every time he sends a message. I can't believe this happening and I'm still yet to know if it is definitely Jungkook who keeps sending me messages; I guess maybe I'll find out on Friday. He doesn't respond again after that leaving me going to bed and getting up the following morning without a single word response and it freaks me out and I know it shouldn't because he's busy and the band is busy all the time and he can't just sit on a secret twitter every minute of every day, I mean neither can I just sit looking at my phone all day but his back and forwards keeps making me reach for my phone every ten minutes at work wondering if he's replied.
My day at work goes by pretty good and it's been mega busy so I don't actually have time to check my phone, which is a good thing because it means my mind thought of something else for at least half of a day, because once I get in from work and have sat down at the kitchen table with my food I'm staring at my phone screen which no surprise has a private message on it;
@JungkookWalksIn: ' yes be at the venue for 3pm and go to the box office and tell them your name, then you'll know why you're there at 3pm✌🏻'
I decide I need to send something straight back because he'd only recently sent me that reply which means there's chance he's still online;
Y/N twitter account: 'Wait what do you mean tell box office my name? Why? I have a ticket don't I? What are you up to?'
@JungkookWalksIn: 'too many questions! It's nothing freaky I just thought... never mind, turn up at 3pm and give your name to box office if you want? Maybe I'll see you there, maybe not'
Y/N twitter account: 'sorry! Sorry I didn't mean to offend you or anything just, this is all so confusing! I started out going to a signing and some bitch tried to embarrass me in front of you all, which worked and then you start being all nice to me even after she said I stalk you and I just I don't know I'm sorry, but ok, I'll be there at 3pm, will I see you there?'
I realise I'm starting to get brave with my replies and feel a little ashamed at myself but then why? If he wants to also send messages back and forward, while all this is real I might as well play along right?
@JungkookWalksIn: 'it's ok I get it, it seems weird but, just know, I know you don't stalk us or me or anyone it's fine. And I'm sorry that thing at the signing was embarrassing I wish that girl had been removed, but anyway. I have to be there don't I? I'm part of the show😄'
Y/N twitter account: 'I meant would you be there at 3pm for whatever it is you have me doing!😂 and no don't feel bad for what happened it wasn't your guys faults, don't feel bad I just want you to know I never stalked you and never would.'
The back forward tweeting stops there, which puts on edge a little and makes me wonder if I've crossed the line a little, but surely not? I wonder whether I should text Y/F/N and ask for advice but I know by this point now she'd be saying he's trying to get into my pants and that I should go for it and not miss an opportunity to be with a famous person even if it's just for one night, so no, I can't text her! Then I think about asking my sister for advice, maybe just ask her about how to be 'normal' with a guy when messaging, then I think I'll sound pathetic so I don't bother with anyone and keep it to myself and live the constant overthinking on my own. Plus, I'm sure if this is definitely Jungkook, then the less people that know about this the better! Surely?
It's now Thursday and I've had nothing back from Jungkook and no other messages from anyone or anything to do with the secret gig tomorrow and the people at work only know I'm off because I'm going to a show and Y/F/N knows I'm going but hasn't gone on about it because she doesn't know about all the private messages since, good job really I don't think I can do with it all. However, now 9pm and sat on my bed watching TV getting ready to sleep early so I can have a good drive to the gig in the morning and suddenly I get a twitter message notification; I look at my phone screen expecting to see maybe a private message back from the Jungkook account but no, instead I nearly drop my phone in shock. I open up the message and see it's from the bands official account; I read the message:
@BTS: 'I've seen your account before the first fan meet, I know you don't stalk us! I like your account I think it's cool, you're cool! I respect you and keep your twitter account going. I like that you make everyone love me more🤭'
What the hell! Why didn't he just send it on the other account he's been using? I freak out thinking about what implications this would have if it got out, I'm pretty sure his career would be tainted and people will surely fall out with him if they think he has a girlfriend, which he doesn't! I definitely do not go out with him, I mean really I've barely spoken to him in real life. I think about sending a message back but to this account and not the other one in case he's been locked out of it or something but then I think I might make things worse if this was all to get out. After about an hour I decide I'll respond;
Y/N twitter account: 'thanks that's great and I'm glad you like it and you don't hate me! Do you need people to like you more?👀'
Unbelievably I get another message back from it:
@BTS: 'isn't it always good to have more people love you?👌🏻'
I can't believe any of this is real, how is this happening? I don't know whether to respond or not, but in the end I do, but wonder whether I'm going to regret all this.
Y/N twitter account: 'I dunno, is it? People love you anyway! How come you're messaging off here? What happened to the other account?'
Instantly a message shoots back;
@BTS: 'I think he picked the wrong account in his phone, he's had a drink, sorry. But he's right, your account is cool. I'm going to make him sleep now ready for tomorrow, you should sleep too! Goodnight.
Jimin.'
This time my mouth falls open in shock, now the message isn't even coming from Jungkook who I was taking to, but Jimin! And wow this means this whole thing is real and I have been talking to Jungkook and Jimin knows about it and wow! I choose not to reply this time knowing it's not Jungkook, and put my phone down on my bedside table trying and failing to get some good sleep before getting up early in the morning for my drive to the gig.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)
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