𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

We're here miss

I stare at my phone rolling my eyes, Y/F/N messaging me again, what the hell! Remember when she said to me she'll basically leave me alone until I'm ready to 'let her in' or whatever she was insinuating. I don't know whether I'm pleased the text isn't from Jungkook or not; it's going to be so awkward when I see him again, if I see him again, gosh I don't what the hell is happening it's not like we did or didn't do anything but then I don't think I left his room on good terms right? I lay my head back resting it on the back of the car seat and curse myself mentally for being an idiot, I thought I said I never wanted to hurt or upset the guys no matter what, but yet I'm pretty sure when I heard Jungkook after I left he didn't sound too happy.

Y/F/N just checking if I'm okay! I told my eyes, but I decide not to make a scene with her and give her a quick reply back just letting her know I'm fine but I'm busy and when I get chance, probably when I'm back at work with her next week that I'll fill her in, all be it a very fictional version of my weekend because I'm not telling her any of this, well, would she believe me anyway? Nope! Because I don't think I even believe it myself and I'm living it. She doesn't reply back for the rest of the car journey so I'm grateful she might have got the message from me that I am not free right now.

"We're here miss" the driver says as he pulls open the car door for me to climb out, "thank you sir" I smile and he just smiles right back; "I'll show you this way" is all he says as he starts to walk away from the car and I'm following behind him, it's only when I her some girls making funny squealing noises that I glance to my side and I'm thrown back into real life as I see a bunch of what could only be described as fan girls screaming their lungs out at what I assume is an actor from a show or another coming to this awards show. I mean, I'm not going to lie, I don't really know what these awards are and seeing as BTS aren't even up for an award they're just performing at it, I haven't even bothered wanting to know what I'm actually going to be watching while I wait for their performance but still the guys invited me so I'm here.

I'm following him down a corridor backstage and I can hear lots of noise coming from one room and it sounds like the guys and my stomach flips, I don't know if it felt like a good flip or not; I don't think I'm ready to face Jungkook again right now; how is he going to react to me? Oh god how am I going to deal with all this? I wish I'd had a little more life experience with guys but unfortunately I haven't so here we are now, with me not knowing how to deal with anything and Jungkook seeming angry that I left when I didn't think anything could ever happen between us anyway! How the hell did I ever think that I was going to be able to have anything with this guy? I'm literally joking myself aren't I?!

"Heyyyyyy Y/N!!!!"