𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Keycard

*I'm sorry I've been away for so long :(
I've been so busy and I kept meaning to update this story but then I couldn't find the right way to take it forward, anyway .....*

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The day seemed long. Long and drawn out and pretty boring without Jungkook and the rest of the guys. Their shoot and day was liked a closed set so no one knew where they were or what they were doing, couldn't risk any fans finding them.

That still seems weird to me; to think I am a fan? Was a fan? Wait what am I now?

To be honest though I don't actually know where they've gone, but I know they've been gone ages, I've spent my day wandering around the shops in the centre. Stupid tourist shops where they sell bits of all sorts and junk that just fill your house, then around clothes shops where I decided maybe I could buy some new clothes, some that might look good on me for when I keep seeing Jungkook but, Ah, I haven't found any.

The phone rang about an hour ago and it was Y/F/N, I chose not to answer it, I had the thought of her hearing all the hustle and bustle around me and then the thought of twenty million questions to come, so I shot her back a quick text that said I was a little busy I'll catch her later.

I won't catch her later though will I? Because I'm really hoping Jungkook was right and that I get to spend some time with him.

It's times like this however where I want to talk to my sister or Y/F/N about how I feel, because this has all happened so quick and it's exciting and I've never felt that before, it's like I want to know more of Jungkook. I want to know everything he wants to tell me, I want to see slices of his life, share things that he loves, I want to hold him at night and have him hold me and it scares me. When I really let my thoughts go I'm terrified because, I feel like I never want to let him go, like I'm in too deep and there's going to be no way out and I can't see this thing ever materialising into anything much.

How are we going to keep this thing going? Where is it going? What if people find out and his life is ruined because of me?

The thoughts that spiral at night sometimes become too much but now that I've spent more time with him, now that we text more or less every day it's hard to see how I'd live without it.

After the day had provided enough shopping for me I returned back to the hotel slumped onto my bed and took out his hotel keycard, rolling it round it my hands, I can't believe we nearly got caught this morning, but I'd had the best sleep the night before than I've ever had.

My phone rings jolting me from the thoughts; "hello" I say with a stupid smile on my lips waiting to hear his voice.

"Hi, what you been up to?"

I roll my eyes with a giggle, "literally nothing much, had a wander round the shops got bored came back to the hotel."

"Is that right?" I can hear the smile on his lips.

"And now I'm sat with this random keycard in my hand wondering what type of shit I could raid while they're out" I laugh and hear him giggle then sigh, "you wouldn't!"

"Wouldn't I? Oh you don't know me enough Jungkook" the playful tone on my voice catches myself out, I've been feeling like this all day since the way we nearly started something this morning and he said he wanted to but couldn't, did that mean tonight...?

"Don't I? Might have to come and show me then? Cos I'm bored in this hotel room alone"

"You're back?"

"Yeah! I actually thought you'd already be hiding in here seeing as you have the room key?" He questions lightly.

"What? You're joking right?" I say in shock.

"No! It the first time in my life I've ever given my room key to anyone other than the guys or management, I dunno I just, nothing.." he trials his voice off but I know what he's thinking, this must be scary for him too.

"I know the feeling.."

"What feeling?" He asks sounding confused.

"Jungkook... I get it, it freaks you out, that you've let some random person in your life who you don't know if you can trust, I get it I do.. I, I know you don't really know me but honestly listen, I would never violate your privacy or anything, there's no way I'd go into your room without you asking me to, this keycard is just redundant until you say otherwise, cross my heart!"

I hear him laugh a little but I hear his deep breath of relief too, "thank you, I'm.. I'm not scared, not of you or look why are we having this conversation and why am I having it on the phone a floor up from you?"

"Because I'm sat in my room!"

"Are you coming up here? Or shall I come down there?" He asks, voice straight and serious.

"I don't know is it safe? I'll come up, I'd rather get in trouble than you.." I say wondering how you can just keep sneaking around.

"Come up, it's fine.. just give a tiny knock to my door but use the keycard it's quicker that way"

I put the phone down with a "okay" and shove his keycard into my back pocket along with my phone and go off to his room.