𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Texts

JK: hey! not long now till I'm back, only a week! You're free right?

Y/N: yeah well, the weekend yes! I have to work you know :)

The weeks in which they'd been back home had passed quite quickly, well, quicker than I thought they would've without seeing him.

But in the end I haven't really been 'without' him, we've text each other every day and called nearly as much. I never made the call first I always think I'll annoy him or push him away, so I decided if I want anything from this I'm letting him set the pace, after all, he has everything to lose.

I still feel like I'm in a dreamworld like none of this is even real.

The thought of seeing him in real life again makes me fangirl so bad, I can't believe that I've been so lucky.

How?

The texting had changed too, it seems more, do I dare say flirty? No I can't say that, although it does seem that way.

JK: hey I'll call you tonight because I need to tell you about the hotel 😉

Y/N: oh okay 😊 I don't need you to be putting me in a room again though thanks I can book stuff myself

JK: shhhh! I've sorted it , anyway if you're not in the same hotel as us how are we going to practice the computer games?

Y/N: more games? Look you're a pro we know I'm useless 😂

Y/N: can you pick an easier game this time? 🥺

JK: maybe? 😏

Y/N: 👀

JK: 👀

At work my days were distracted with texts from him; it became so easy to be swept away but as easy as that came, so did the lying.

"Who are you texting so slyly?" Y/F/N asked one lunch time as she caught me relying to one of his texts really quick before she came to the table. "No one"

"Well that's a lie because I've just seen you send a text to someone" she sniggers, "ok then, no one important is that better?" I ask with a sarcastic grin and I kinda hate myself in that moment thinking I wouldn't normally be like that with my best friend but what am I suppose to say, 'oh I'm just texting Jungkook!' Like it's normal.

As the day gets nearer to me seeing him again everything feels more intense, the phone calls, the texts. The lies.

"What are you up to this coming weekend then?" Y/F/N asks as I'm walking to my car at the end of a long day at work, "not much, not really?" Is all I say and she's looking at me questionably; "you never tell me anything anymore, I know there's something different with you! You know I know you inside out right? I know you've been lying for weeks, what's up? Is something wrong?"

I feel my heart drop, I don't like lying to her and I should be able to trust her with my secrets but, there's always a but.

Jungkook had called a couple of nights ago telling me the hotel details and that I have a room there because I have to be in the same hotel as him to stop anyone questioning if he kept going out to somewhere, although if management don't know how does he book a room? That's something I'm dying to ask him. He tells me that when I see him on Friday night he'll tell me about their schedule in the country, because he dare not tell me not in person in case anyone over hears or if there's people listening on the phone. He wants the safety of the hotel room walls. Which is understandable, this secret was never going to be easy.

"Y/F/N I'm fine it's..." I sigh not knowing whether to trust her, so instead of losing her, instead of pushing her away I tell her a little tiny part of it.

"I, okay yeah. I have lied about some things but not everything and... Y/F/N this is so difficult for me because I, I don't know where things are or where they're going or.. I can't say anything not now, promise me you won't leave me? When I can tell you I will you know that right?" I smile shyly at her and her face changes, she looks concerned but relieved at the same time.

"Thank you. I, I just want to know you're alright though? It's nothing scary or anything is it?" She says quietly as we reach our cars side by side in the car park, "no nothing like that but it's just, a secret I can't tell, not now anyway" I smile and look away and she gets it, she doesn't ask anything more and hugs me.