𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Album

As I sit there not looking at the stage anymore, wanting so desperately to see Jungkook's face after I walked off so abruptly and wait a minute; my brain flings me back to a few minutes ago just before I walked away from the table, he touched me! He grabbed my wrist! How? What? When? What the hell has just happened apart from being majorly embarrassed; Jungkook just grabbed my wrist, it was his fingers I felt slightly graze my skin as I snapped my arm away from his hold like I'd just been scolded. Am I stupid? Or does my life just want to continually make a joke of me?
I hear someone at the side of me whispering something about me or about how embarrassing that girl was shouting and I can't even bring myself to look up from where I'm currently staring at my fan meet pack that I'm clinging onto like it's needed for me to breath. I'm also considering leaving without mentioning to anyone that I didn't get my album but then that annoys me because I'm going to lose my signed album because of some stupid girl who is probably jealous of my twitter account, and god knows why they'd be jealous of me? Do they want a taste of my life for a while? I will gladly swap them for a day or two, or maybe a year or two.

I sigh as I literally can't win, if I leave now so early I've missed my opportunity to see the guys on stage longer and then I still won't know what to do with next weeks fan meet ticket I've won, if I stay they'll still accuse me of being weird and horrible and stalking Jungkook even though I don't understand why and I'll have to sit here while I can hear people talking about how awkward that whole situation was; "oh my gosh if I was her I'd have just left I wouldn't have even wanted to collect my stuff, god I'd be so embarrassed" I hear someone snarl from behind me and this time I realise I can't take it! What's the point? I grab my bag and stick my phone in my pocket and want the ground to swallow me as I shove my fan meet pack into my bag and stand to leave. Walking away from my seats and finally out into the reception area and away from the crowd I take a breath and glance around to see if anyone had followed me, luckily not I take note. "Hello, excuse me?" I turn to see a man in a black suit, maybe he's security? "Me?" I ask wondering why he would want me, what else could happen today! I'm going to blame this on Y/F/N for leaving me alone, well, I won't blame her, but I can spend hours ranting to her on the phone later because right now I hate my life. "Yes, you" he smiles and then continues, "could you please just wait a minute, I've been told I need to just... can you give me one second please?" I don't even know what's going on so I just nod my head, "yes ok" I glance back and move to the side to wait for whatever it is I'm waiting for and hoping to god that my day literally can't get any worse, as I see the man in the suit walk away for a moment.

"Excuse me?" The man is back and interrupts me from my thoughts and turn immediately to him wanting to know what is going on; "yes" I smile and he approaches me and I see him with an album in his hand, "I have been told that you need this back" he smiles kindly and it's the first time since the incident at the table that I feel a little bit calmer. "Thank you" I say shyly as I start to reach my hand out for the album but he pulls it back slightly, "Jungkook told me you'd left it behind when you left the signing table and he kept it under the table for you" he keeps on looking at me as I stare at him with wide eyes of disbelief and I'm utterly stunned, I don't even know how to react. "Jungkook saved it for me?" I question wondering how this is happening and if it's real; "yes, he told me you needed it back, he tried to call you back to take it but you must've not heard him" my brain is on overdrive! Jungkook noticed what had happened and heard what that girl was shouting and he still saved the album for me? Wow ok! "He.. I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean to.." I stutter not even knowing what to say or do and he pushes the album towards me, "it's ok miss, take it, it's yours" he smiles as I take the album off him in a stunned silence. "Oh and" the man starts talking again pulling my attention from the signed album in my hand; "Jungkook told me tell you, you need to check his page in the album" I shoot my eyes open wide and don't even know where this whole thing is going and I certainly don't know what to say. "He what?" I say confused just before I go to flip through the pages; "check his page miss that's all, Thank you for your time" the man in the suit smiles and turns on his heel and walks away from me.

I walk away slowly with my album and go to sit on a chair in the quiet area of the reception so that I could go to the page Jungkook signed in my album; flicking through the pages I glance around to check no other fans had come out into the reception area and heard the conversation the man had just had with me. I reach Jungkook's signed page and nearly fall off the chair and don't know how to breathe; he'd not only signed it but he'd left a note, 'Y/N I don't believe those people and you shouldn't either, they just do it to get a thrill from hate and I don't like people like that! Please come to next weeks fan meet with the ticket provided (check last page of the album book) and I'll see you there'

My mind is blown and I don't know how to react but then I realise that I won one of the tickets to next weeks fan meet it's not fair for me to have another one when another fan could have one. So I check the back page and sure enough find a fan meet ticket for next weeks signing event and on the bottom of it is a 'JK' mark and I slide the album and the ticket into my bag and pull out the ticket I had from today's fan meet pack. Walking up to the reception I need to ask what to do with the extra one; "hello excuse me, I wonder if you could help me? I have an extra ticket for next weeks fan meet and I don't need it, I'd like to leave it for someone else, do you know who I can speak to?" I smile at the lady on the reception desk, "oh right I'll have to speak to the crew because I don't know honestly, can you bare with me and I'll try and find out for you!" She smiles kindly and I nod as she stands up and walks away to find someone from the crew.
I see a rather tall man approaching the reception desk in front of the lady who'd gone to find someone and although his face looks friendly his stature makes him look rather intimidating if I say so myself, I instantly think to myself 'I wouldn't want to find myself being tackled to the ground by him' another reason I can honestly say I'm not a horrible stalker fan. "Hello, are you the lady who said she has an extra fan meet ticket?" He questions with a broad smile on his face as he comes to a stop behind the desk in front of me; "yes erh.. well what it is, I won one of the ten random ones in the fan meet packs on the chairs and then.." as I trail my voice away not knowing how to explain the one that's been given to me in my album I've just been given back, there's no need for me to continue um'ing and arh'ing because he finishes my sentence for me, "then you've just been given a complimentary one by Jungkook" he glares at me and I freeze in surprise. "I.. erm, yes I think" I stutter and hate myself for being pathetic once again; "you think?" He says with a hint of confusion, maybe he's wondering if he's talking to the right girl. "Jungkook saved your album for you, that you forgot when you left the singing table. And he asked one of the crew to get him a complimentary ticket to stick in the back of it! Yes? No?" He questions while looking at the fan meet ticket I have in my hand and then he looks back up at my face looking pathetically back at him while I feel the lady who was on reception drilling her eyes into me in some sort of shock. "He.. ok yes, I have the album with the ticket in and I have this one from the pack today I don't think I need two as there's only one of me so someone else may as well have it" I try to smile and regain some sort of confidence that I've never really had anyway. "Yes that's correct. Ok so I shall take your extra ticket, thank you for being honest and it will be put to good use" he smiles kindly as he holds his hand out waiting for me to place the ticket into his palm, "thank you sir! I mean, I don't even know if I'll go to next weeks fan meet so I don't want to waste two tickets. Wasting one will be enough of a shame" I say, handing him the spare ticket and looking down sadly at the thought of what will happen if I do go and there's some more haters there. How could I go through the same embarrassment again even if it did mean I got a special gift from Jungkook, it's never happening again. I'm pretty sure if it happens again Jungkook will laugh me out of the arena and never ever want to cast an eye on me ever again because once may be a hater making a joke to embarrass me but twice of the same thing might make Jugkook think there's some truth behind it, which of course there isn't, but he doesn't know me at all and he doesn't know the truth and I'm just a nobody so he isn't going to give a damn either. "You surely are coming to next weeks fan meet when you've been invited miss?" The man asks and I look away from him and glance around the reception hall, noticing that all the other fans must still be inside and watching the band chat on stage; "I'll try" I say quietly and then look back up to him, "thank you but I have to go now" I smile and turn to walk away. "Jungkook will see you there then?" The man says and walks away leaving me with a million butterflies in my stomach and my mind screaming at me in fangirl language and my heart trying to tell me that it's forgotten how to beat properly.

At the station I take out my phone still in utter disbelief of anything that just happened and open the texts between me and Y/F/N and write her a text, 'you are never ever going to believe this and when you don't believe me, I'm still going to need your advice!!!' I write and press send.