𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

He's not here

I snap my head around instantly recognising Jimin's voice but hoping to god that when I turn I won't see Jungkook stood with him. "Hey" I say and then find the courage to look up at him; Jungkook isn't there, I can breathe.

"You're here! I'm so glad you came" Jimin's smile seems so full of happiness and it seems so genuine. I smile back slowly but glance my head around trying to see if I can see Jungkook. "He's not here, well I mean he is.. but he's not here" Jimin says pointing his finger around where we're stood. "Who?" I ask trying to pretend I have no idea what he's on about; my mind is screaming at me telling me I'm an absolute idiot. "What?" He questions but then he giggles, "you, you're looking for him aren't you? Don't lie to me" he says with a smirk and I hate that he already knows so well what the hell is happening in my head. I kind of panic and my face must change; "don't panic, it's okay Y/N your secrets are always safe with me, remember what I said yesterday" his face softens and I calm down a little. "I'm fine, thanks Jimin, what secrets do I even have" I say with a laugh that even I can tell sounds absolutely pathetic and false. "Where is everyone else then, what you doing?" I ask him trying to swap the conversation, "Ah I was running late so I've only just finished with hair, does it look okay?" He says to me as he runs his fingers through his hair. There's no denying Jimin is mind blowingly beautiful and he looks like a model at every second of the day, "looks great Jimin" I smile and then we hear other voices, guys voices.
My heart skips a beat at the thought that this might be it, Jungkook might be amongst those voices and shit, what then?
"Heyyyy, you again" Tae beams at me and I can't help but giggle at his excitement. Why these guys keep being excited to see me I'll never know. "Hi to you too" I say and he just laughs as he hugs me; I snap my head around though when I notice he's being followed by everyone else. "Hey" "hiya" "hello" "hi" the voices keep on coming at me, until I've seen them all, but not Jungkook.

Part of me worries; is he okay? Why isn't he with the others? What's wrong?

I try so hard not to ask them, I don't want to ask them because I don't want them to think I think of him differently or.. "where's Jungkook?" Jimin asks for me instead with only Namjoon looking around, "oh he's just changing his top, he didn't like it, said something about the buttons on the front of the shirt not being right or something, he'll be here in a bit, no sweat!" He smiles and then Jimin looks my way and I widen my eyes in panic, "so, I erh.. I better be leaving you guys to get ready and stuff" I stutter but Jimin is instantly beside me, "no it's fine wait for Jungkook" his face looks worried but I don't know what to do.

"I'll go it's okay Jimin, I'll just.." I don't get anything else out before my eyes are met with the sight of Jungkook coming down the corridor in front of us; black shoes, black skinny jeans, a dark blue shirt with what looks like sequins sparkling in the light down the seams. He takes my breath away he looks so hot. My eyes glitch I'm sure they do, but when my eyes suddenly meet Jungkook's eyes, he manages to look away from me quicker than I can look away from him and I feel bad, is it sadness he has on his face? Or is it embarrassment?

I hate myself and as I drag my eyes away from him, I feel Jimin touch my hand gently and then I try to back away.