𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕨𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒 𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝(~Jungkook x Reader)

Jungkook what the hell?

The knocking sounds like it's thumping in my ears and it was as if it was getting louder and louder and I'm looking at Jungkook and he's slowly walking towards the door and he hasn't looked back at me once now since when we jumped apart. "Jungkook!!!" I hear the voice outside the door but I can't work out who it is, I just know it's one of the guys; I keep watching him but he's now just stood hesitating at the door and I can't understand why he doesn't just open it if it was ok that I was in his hotel room or is it not that? "Jungkook.." I say really quietly in case he doesn't want whoever it is to hear me, I see him right at the door and then he whips his head around to look at me and I can't make out the expression on his face but then as he turns slowly back towards the door and he lifts his hand slightly as if to silence me, well, that's how I read it. He's just out of sight from me now as I hear him open the door.

"Jungkook what the hell?" I hear the voice a bit clearer but I'm still not catching who it is; it's either Namjoon or wait, is it Jin? "What?" Jungkook says with a rather stern sounding voice, "Exactly! What? You tell me" it's definitely Jin it has to be. "Tell you what Jin?" I hear Jungkook answer, I want to lean forward and see Jin's face so I know whether he's angry or not but then again why would he be? "Jungkook come on! You're joking yeah? Why did you leave early? More to the point why didn't you tell us? Anyway whatever we're all going to bed now" I hear Jungkook sigh, "I didn't just leave, I left and came back here, where the hell else was I going to go? Goodnight then" I suddenly hear a bang as if someone's hand has hit the door, "don't you dare shut that door in my face Jungkook! What the hell is wrong with you?!" I hear Jin say rather loudly for a quiet hotel corridor. What is happening and why is Jungkook being like that? "I'm not, I said goodnight you said you were all going to bed" Jungkook says with a slight sarcastic tone; "anyway Jungkook, I was going to say, Y/N left too we didn't see her after you'd gone, have you seen her, is she okay?" I hear a slight confusion on Jin's voice and feel bad that I didn't tell them I'd left at least, although Jungkook did say it'd be okay, I sit there and roll my eyes listening to their conversation, "she left when I did, she's fine" that's all Jungkook responds with and I'm getting the feeling I shouldn't be in here. "Okay then that's fine, what have you been doing since you came up here then? You haven't been asleep I can tell, you never sleep early, unless you're feeling unwell are you okay?" Jin's voice is full of concern for his fellow band member and best friend and I feel bad for this whole situation. "No I've been playing computer games, I'm good, thanks though" I hear Jungkook's voice sound a little less harsh and little friendly now; "okay good then, now I'm off to bed, you should too! We have a show tomorrow remember" and with that I hear Jin walk away followed by Jungkook shutting the hotel door but when I cautiously lean forward from the chair to see where he is, I see him leaning his head against the door and I don't like it, is he lying to them about me? Or is he lying to me? Or?

I get up out of my seat and start to grab my bag that I'd thrown on the end of the table earlier, I'm leaving; as I get closer to where Jungkook's standing he suddenly turns around, "where are you going?" He questions me but I just stare at him. "Hey, what's up? Are you leaving?" He asks me and this time I have to respond, "yeah, I'm leaving" that's all I can muster and then I try to move past him but he shuffles in front of me to get in my way. "Why?" Is he joking? "Jungkook" I say quietly, I don't want to have this conversation with him; "what?" He asks back just as quietly and I feel my heart do a stupid flip and I know this going to all the wrong places but at the same time I don't want it to stop. "Look let's just call it a night, it's late you should sleep, he just told you too" I say as I point to the door where Jin had previously been stood, "no wait" he says as he puts his hand out but doesn't make contact with me, so I turn to look at him, "why? I shouldn't be here anyway so I'm going to go" I say but I feel like it came out harsher than it probably should have and I see him flinch slightly maybe not knowing how to react to me. "Y/N no, why? What do you mean?" He's stuttering and I hate it because if the knocking on the door hadn't happened earlier imagine where I'd be now, where we'd both be now, we probably would've kissed and then maybe I'd know if he feels anything for me. "Jungkook it's okay, I know I shouldn't be in here so I'll just go, goodnight" I say with a small smile as I put my hand on the door handle ready to pull it open but he stops me this time, grabbing my hand on the handle, "Y/N no listen to me, why can't you be here? We were having fun weren't we?" I hate that he sounds confused but what can I do? I'm confused too, "why didn't you tell him I was with you then, apparently I just left that party earlier and I'm fine" I say as I glare at him just as confused as he is. "I.." he stutters, but I'm getting annoyed, "what Jungkook? Look, I'm sorry this shouldn't have happened anyway I'm just another fangirl so, it was nice seeing you again. Good luck with everything" I say sadly as I pull the hotel room door open and walk out onto the corridor, I hear Jungkook quickly follow me into the door entrance, but I don't want to turn around because it'll break my heart and it's stupid because nothing has happened between us has it, but still I'm a silly fangirl after all. "Wait.." I hear him call out but when I don't turn around I hear him again, "shit!" Then I hear the hotel room door close loudly and I hurry down the empty corridor hoping get to my room and to see absolutely no one in between.