Sorry!!! I haven't been updating, but here you go! I hope it's good!!
(Y/N)'s pov
I've been here for a while... And I've been thinking of... Having a relationship.
Looking into having a man. I've been hung up on dice for a long while. But i really doubt he liked me in the first place. I laid down on my bed.
It was too small for me. I miss where i used to sleep.
The house was too cold. The casino was always warm.
The people were nice... But to be honest, I liked a little risk.
And the cup brothers loved to give hugs... But... I... Liked his arms.
That's why i need to stop thinking of him. Maybe i should go back to my parents.
No! I left them because they were terrible!
I could buy my own house!
No I'm poor...
There's no line of work where i could possibly have any sort of risk...
The one thing that i can do. It's try to have a relationship. I mean, to be honest i don't really know anyone.
Every man i knew was from the casino... Or someone in debt.
I tried to walk around outside. Luckily, there was lots of people to talk to. But none of them seemed my type. I tried again and again and again.
It went on a week.
No one is quite like him, really. But i need a friend. Someone. Anyone.
Just then, I saw a man. Oh. It's dice?
I... Haven't seen him for a while.
I forgot what he looked like... Sort of. Half of me wanted to talk to him. The other half of me told me to run.
What was he doing anyway?
Curiously, I moved to the side to get a better angle. He was talking to someone. Not sure who it was, but he was really angry.
The lady he was talking to was shaking her head
I moved closer, and it became clearer.
"Come on, all this time and you've never seen her even once?"
" No! I swear! I've never met this (Y/N) you speak of! "
My heart stopped.
He's been looking for me all this time? My mind was spinning. My heart started again and was beating loud enough to make me go insane.
I backed up. I turned. At first i walked slow.
Then faster.
Faster.
Soon i was in an all out sprint. I then, tripped over a rock. I landed on my knee, and my elbow.
The pain was quick, and i could tell i either had a bruise or an abrasion.
I got up anyway, and kept running. I ran right back to the cup brother's home.
I closed the door, and quickly ran to the table. I sat down, and tears formed in my eyes.
How could i be so selfish? So stupid? I had waited, unfaithful. I really thought he wouldn't look for me?
He had to look for me! He must be angry as hell! First i kicked him, then ran? I'm like... A wanted criminal now! I don't know what to do!
Dice's pov
I really don't know what to do.
I don't know where else to look, really. I'm going to give her a week. If she doesn't find me...
I'm going to give up and move on.
I can't wait for her anymore. It may have been my fault... But at some point... It gets to be too much work.
Not that I've ever been opposed to work, but...
I need to move on from her. I think she's already moved on from me. But I'll give her a week.
