Prologue

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My name is Valerian Contance Ramona Cassanova and I am suffering with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. My family died in a car accident. I miss them. Every. Single. Day. My ex-boyfriend used to beat me. I have been visiting Doctor Miles everyday for two years after I had a nervous breakdown in the middle of Starbucks. I like sitting on the back lawn of my house and looking up at the stars. A bit like Hazel Grace. I like to lose myself in their glow and vastness. My favourite song is Valerie by Amy Winehouse, I listen to it everyday on my iPod whenever I feel overwhelmed. I like stars.

My doctor thinks that I am ready to start intergrating back into society. I am nervous but hopeful that I can be "normal" like everyone else. I want to show the world that I am capable of being who I once was.

My favourite actor is Sebastian Stan. I have never met him. One day, I hope that I do. Even if it's only for five minutes. I really like his ocean-blue eyes. If I did ever meet him, I don't know what I'd say. Maybe 'Hello' would be a good place to begin.

My name is Valerian Contance Ramona Cassanova and I am suffering with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. My family died in a car accident. I miss them. Every. Single. Day. My ex-boyfriend used to beat me. I have been visiting Doctor Miles everyday for two years after I had a nervous breakdown in the middle of Starbucks. I like sitting on the back lawn of my house and looking up at the stars. A bit like Hazel Grace. I like to lose myself in their glow and vastness.

I like stars.

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