How Did It Come To This?

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I've been gone for like.... Forever and people still read this shit...
Why tho-?

I mean, I'm not judging, but I feel like I don't deserve this...

I really wanna confess the actual reason why I've been disappearing.

I'm disappointed in myself..
I've lost motivation, the passion, the skill, and probably the ship (I'm still a strong fan guys, it's okay)

Most of you have already left me XD that's fine...

Also, I feel that I can't entertain you guys enough and it's really hard when I start thinking-

I really wanna stop thinking-

What I'm trying to do is apologize for lying to you about school. Although it's true that I am busy, the main reason I don't post is that I'm scared... What would happen if the oneshot turned out terrible than the first one?

The first one was already bad itself-

I have a few drafts that are empty and one that has not been finished:

I have a few drafts that are empty and one that has not been finished:

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That's my sorry excuse of an Author

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That's my sorry excuse of an Author...

I'll never be better than others. I have to accept that.

I know I've kept you waiting.
It's not fair.

But, I'll do my best to get back on track.
Just so that I can update more.

I still have a long way, right?

Also,

Narkoma_

I miss you.

These three words aren't enough to explain.

And it's also because my fingers are getting tired whOopS-

But... I hope you're doing alright.
I'm sorry-

Please be okay.
I also really miss your updates. Usually, when I'm feeling down, I'd read your stories and find inspiration- it helps me when I'm feeling terrible...

Hope to hear from you

Take care readers... If you did read this-

Thanks.

I can't make promises I can't keep.
The only promise I can make is that this book will remain.

I'm not sure if it'll be continued...

I'm sorry

Once again, for the third time, Thank you.

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