Euphoria Imagines

Fezco- "You know I have feelings for you that's pretty fucking obvious"

Description: y/n has feelings for Fez but there not Reciprocated
Warnings: swearing
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I lay on my side Fez next to me. I just wanted to lay here in the silence with him, I wanted him to pull me into him but I knew that was never going to happen. As I focused on the wall I felt the bed next to me move signalling that Fez has got up, I gave it a few seconds before looking over my shoulder at him. Within those few seconds Fez had but on his pants and was pulling his trousers up, I watched him as he reached over and grabbed his top that had been thrown on the chair in the corner in the heat of the moment.
"I'm gonna get going, I'll see you tomorrow yeah" he looked at me, I sat up pulling the blanket around me covering my naked body. I just nodded in response. Fez didn't say anything else, he just left. I don't know what I was expecting, it always ended with one of us leaving. I was the only one that wanted more, I knew Fez only wanted an easy fuck. I knew he didn't have any real feelings for me yet I still got into bed with him every time. I spent the rest of the night trying to sleep and not cry from heartache.

I woke up and made my way over to my mirror, my eyes puffy from crying. I let out a sigh as I rubbed them I quickly changed into some pjs before making my way back over to my bed to wallow. I pulled the blanket up and turned my back to my bed room door. I don't know how long I lay like this, my phone buzzed multiple times but I just ignored it. I closed my eyes drifting in and out of sleep. I was awoken by someone jumping on the bed.
"What the hell" I sat up looking at the person.
"What the hell bitch" Maddy looked at me.
"What do you mean what the hell, you jumped on me" I squinted at the girl.
"You haven't been answering your phone all day" she reached over to my phone looking at the notifications. "I've sent you ten messages, Kat's sent you three, Cassie's sent six and Rue's sent five" Maddy handed me my phone back. I scrolled through all the messages.
"Sorry I just..." I didn't really have an excuse for ignoring them other then feeling self pity. I mean I'm the one that's doing this to myself.
"So why are you lying in you bed on Saturday?" Maddy asked. I looked down, she knew that I had feelings for Fez and she knew that we use to hook up but she made me promise to stop it as all I got was heartbroken. "Come on y/n tell me" she grabbed my arm pulling it towards her. I let out a sigh before replying.
"I slept with Fez" I looked up at Maddy and she gave me a really look. "I know I know" Maddy didn't say anything she just pulled me into a hug.

I spent the next five minutes hugging Maddy while crying, she rubbed my back like I had done multiple times for her.
"You know what we going to that party tonight" Maddy pulled away.
"What party?" I questions wiping the remainder of the tears away.
"Shit yeah sorry" she laughed. "There's a party at Daniels house and we going"
"I don't want to" I looked at her.
"Fez is going to be there and your going to sort this out, your going to tell him how you feel" she pushed a stray hair out my face.
"He already knows I like him" I sniffled trying not to cry again.
"Well then your going to tell him that your not going to sleep with him again as you don't like your feelings being played with" Maddy said sternly before standing up and walking over to my wardrobe. I pulled my knees to my chest as I watched Maddy look through my wardrobe for a decent outfits.

Maddy grabbed a black cropped lace bustier top from my wardrobe paired with black shorts and a jacket over to add a bit of colour. She the spent half hour on makeup, mainly just to help with my puffy eyes. I just left my hair natural as it wasn't too bad.
"Let's go" she took my hand in hers pulling my with her. We walked down the stair and out the front door and towards Maddy's car. Daniels house was about fifteen minutes from mine, every minute I chewed the inside of my lip as my leg jigged up and down.
"You nervous?" Maddy asked laughing.
"It's not funny. What if he never wants to see me again" I looked over at the girl.
"Then his loss" Maddy never took her eyes off the road.
"I don't think this is a good idea. I mean things are fine as they are" I said looking at the road ahead.
"Like hell they are! Your always heartbroken after he can't just play with your feeling so either you tell him or I will" Maddy said sternly. I let out a sigh as I rested my head against the window. As we got closer to Daniels house I could feel a knot building in my stomach, not long we pulled up in front of Daniels house.
"Okay were here" Maddy said as she pulled up near his house.
"I think I'm going to be sick" I looked over at her. Maddy shook her head.
"Just get out the car y/n" she opened her door and made her way over to me. I followed Maddy.

The two of us made our way to Daniels house, the anxiety building up and up. What if I lose Fez all together could I live with that? I guess I was going to find out.
"Hey Mads, y/n" Daniel greeted us as we entered.
"Hey" me and Maddy smiled as we walked past. Maddy stopped turning back to Daniel.
"Hey have to seen Fez?" She asked him.
"Yeah he's out the back" he pointed over to the glass doors that lead outside.
"Come on" Maddy took my hand in hers and started to march outside.
"Hey, hey maybe we should get a drink first, you know liquid courage" I tried to delay what was going to happen but Maddy could see what I was doing.
"Nope, now lets go" she carried on pulling me as we walked. We reached the glass doors and Maddy pushed them open stepping outside, pulling me by her side. She quickly scanned the area for Fez before finally spotting him.
"There" she pointed over to the boy who was sat on the couch talking to another guy. Maddy started to walk toward him but I stopped her. "What now y/n?"
"I think I should do this by myself" I crossed my arms looking from Maddy to Fez.
"You sure your actually going to?" She copied what I did.
"Yes I will. I don't exactly have a choice" Maddy nodded. I took a deep breathe before making my way over to Fezco.

"Hey" I said as I stood in front of him, Fez only know just acknowledging that I was there.
"Hey" he replied looking up at me before looking back at the guy again.
"Can we talk?" I asked staring at him.
"I mean, I guess" he shrugged half looking at me.
"In private" Fez let out a sigh fully looking at me now.
"Whatever you have to say you can say it here" he looked over at the guy then back at me.
"No Fez" Fez seemed a little taken back. "Now will you just come on" I grabbed his arm pulling him up before dragging him into the house.
"What the hell!" He protested but didn't try to get loose. I tried multiple rooms before finally finding one that was empty. I pushed the boy in before stepping inside and shutting the door.
"If you wanted to hook up you could have just said that" fez stepped towards me with a smile on his face.
"No" I crossed my arms shaking my head. "That can never happen again" I looked up at him.
"What?" He looked at me squinting.
"You can't just keep playing with my feelings Fez" I replied I could feel tears coming to my eyes.
"How am I playing with your feelings?" He questioned.
"Seriously Fez? You know I have feelings for you that's pretty fucking obvious, but all you want is a fuck buddy. I can't do that any more, it hurts me Fez every time." I took a deep breathe in trying to calm myself, I wasn't sure if what I was saying was even affecting Fez. "I just can't anymore, and I know I can't blame my heartbreak all on you I also did this to myself. But I guess all I'm saying is that I'm done, and I know I risk losing you all together but I can't keep hurting myself just to have you for a night" I looked up at Fez who had confusion written in his face. "That's all I had to say" I turned leaving the boy in the room and exiting.
"Hey there you are?" Maddy grabbed my arm. "Where are you going ?"
"Home" I replied looking down.
"What we just got here" she looked around the party.
"I came to do what I needed to do and now I want to go home. You stay and enjoy the party I'll walk home I need to think anyway" I smiled at the girl.
"Okay just text me when your at home" she returned the smile, I nodded before leaving and making the walk home.

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