«ａｍｎｅｓｉａ»「nejire x reader」

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One night, I couldn't sleep. I couldn't face the same nightmare again, the same out-of-body experience I had come to terms with. I hated it. I hated it so much; it hurt and it was embarrassing having to go to Yaoyorozu every single day to ask for another pillow...I just felt so bothersome towards others, like I was a constant burden. The dream felt so real, so real that I woke up with a stroke of pain under my bandages... I didn't want to experience that again...not for the fifth time this week. I instinctively reached for my phone and opened up messenger, sitting up cross legged on my bed. I wanted to talk to Ochaco, she'd be the best to talk to about the situation, but she was offline.
I sighed, and scrolled down, and saw that Nejire was online. Up to this point, Nejire felt more and more important to me. She felt different. She...she was different. She made so many thoughts and worries just burst into butterflies inside me, fluttering around in my stomach and making me feel so flustered around her. Everything about her made my cheeks stretch into a smile on their own accord, from her silly, sweet voice to the bounce her long hair had when she skipped and hopped through the corridors. It just made me feel...happy? No, that doesn't seem right...more, safe? Even I wasn't sure of my own feelings.
I clicked on her name, and typed out:

New message to: Nejire ✨

Hey, you're awake
It's pretty late, y r u up?

Can say the same for you!
Is something bothering you?

No.
Well yes

Do you want to talk about it?

Maybe.
It's just that I feel so weird lately, it's all so strange
I feel a constant underlying fear and I don't know why

Oh

I know that it's really stupid but
I've been having these dreams

Dreams?

Yeah, and I don't know why I'm having them
They're always the same
It's like I'm in some sort of alleyway
I'm being attacked by someone
There's blue everywhere and it's always so blurry
I'm not in control of myself and I do the same thing each time, I get hit and I almost black out, before the blue shadows swallow me and I wake up screaming
The man, he says he wants me to join him...?

How come you didn't say anything?
Does ochaco know?

No
She'll worry too much
But I just don't like it and it's scary
I can feel the pain too when I wake up
Just for a second
It stings really bad

She took a while to respond, she was typing for a long time, but then deleted it and said:

Does your teacher know?

Yeah, Sensei knows , most of the girls do

Ok
That must be scary huh?

It is
I just don't know why I have them
But it also ends with me seeing a street name

What street

I told her what street I saw, and she went idle for a short while, but then replied.

Ok, we should get some rest, we both need to sleep lol

You're right
Goodnight Nejire 💕

I accidentally sent hearts instead of 'zzz's.
"Oh holy shit! Wait," I gasped.

Night Y/N ♥️

I just stared at my screen for a second. She...sent a heart back....oh my god she sent a heart back!
I threw my phone across my bed and screamed into my pillow, my face completely red. Oh god oh god what the hell was I
doing?

~

I ended up getting to sleep soon after, and the warm feeling from my conversation with Nejire made my sleep completely peaceful.
But I knew that, once the weekend came around, I would have to go to that street, to that alleyway I kept seeing, to try and find answers. I wanted to know what was going on with me, I wanted to know what happened and why everyone was acting weird.
I wanted to know the reason behind my fear, even if it meant that I was putting myself at risk, because my gut instincts knew that something potentially dangerous would be waiting for me in that alleyway.