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Twelve

SHORT AN- SO HEY GUYS, I DECIDED THAT IM GONNA BE STOPPING THIS BOOK BECUASE IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY DURING QUARANTINE. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT. IM JUST KIDDING APRIL FOOLS EVERYBODY.

<Sean POV>

'You're meant to know that I love you' Kaycee cried.

The words kept ringing over and over again in my head. She loves me. Oh my God, she loves me.

'But it doesn't matter Sean, because you like Tate and you probably never thought much about our friendship' Kaycee said crying louder.

I probably should have pulled her into my arms at that exact time and comforted her. But I couldn't get the thought of Kaycee liking me back out of my head. Did she mean it? I was so zoned out of everything that I didn't even hear, Kaycee getting up and leaving. It was if I was spellbound and glued to my bed, I couldn't do anything.

<Kaycee POV>

'-You probably never thought much about our friendship' I cried. 

Looking over at Sean in hopes for a hug or an I feel the same way, I was gutted when I realized that he just sat there emotionless in his own world. He definitely does not feel the same way, I thought to myself. Realizing that he probably just wanted me to leave and wanted space, I opened the door and left.

I'm not going to lie I was kind of hoping, he would just snap out of it and have at least said a goodbye but when he didn't, I had a feeling that he really didn't want our friendship. Deciding to hop into the bathroom before I left, I walked over to the guest bathroom. 

To say I was shocked at my reflection would be an understatement, I was completely bewildered. My eyes were red and puffy from crying, my cheeks were all dry and red from the tears that continuesly fell on them and my heart. Oh my heart felt and looked the worst. If I was able to see my heart, I swear to God that I'd just see a hole. It felt demolished like a wreaking ball swooped in and destroyed my heart, my world. Because Sean was my world.

Washing my face with cold water and wiping the drops of water left on it with a towel, I glanced at my reflection once more before heading downstairs.  Now you may be thinking, why I was so horrified at my reflection. Because you probably thought that I wouldn't care what i looked like in front of Tahani. Which is true, I don't care. But what I did care, was how I looked like in front of Julian, Josh, Bailey and the worst of all Sean's family. 

I couldn't let them see me like this, not in this state. I know that if Sereis were to ever find out about what happened. Then I know that she'd never let Sean live it down. And as much as I wanted to hate Sean, like he said, I couldn't.

Walking down the stairs as quietly as possible, I overheard Serris talking to possibly Julian. Shaking out all my nerves, I climbed down the rest of the stairs, and tried to walk to the door without anyone spotting me. But of course with my luck that didn't happen. 

'Hey K, where you off to?' Series asked.

'Yeah, I thought you left. Why'd you come back?' Julian questioned.

'And where did T go?' Josh asked.

Why do my friends have to have sooo many questions?

Approaching them, I replied ' Oh, hey. I actually forgot that I had to go back home for family night. And Jules I came back here, cause I-um thought I forgot something. Yeah, that's it. I thought I forgot something. Oh and T? she-um was invited by family, yeah.'. 

I really had to work on my lying skills I thought but everyone except Bailey nodded their heads completely buying what I just said. Bailey quirked her eyebrow up as she shook her head. I gave her a look that said, I'll text you. Series gave me one last hug aswell as the others before I made my way back to the door.