Chase is finally getting a handle on life that is until he meets Abel, A noble man who has been playing this game called life much longer than either of them are aware.
They both live in a town Chase likes to Call Dustbowl County
A desert only hour...
This chapter is mushy And heart felt, it also jumps through time not staying on a specific day.
Good songs for this chapter
I dare you - The Xx
A Certain Romance - Arctic Monkeys.
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-Love is like home, it has cracks but never shatters.
Chases POV December 12th 7:07 Am
The fan wakes me with the soft sound of air blowing through the room.
Abel's head is rested on my chest, solemn snores coming from him.
He's at peace,
And that's all I want for him.
we've been spending the night in one another's room whenever Lucifer isn't here, the rules slowly have been loosened once we went back to our classes early December.
I know this is a sticky web that I might not be able to ever get out of, but the way my heart beats for this man tells me nothing else should matter, because I know I feel deeply for him.
I want to be here to protect him always and hold him always, I don't really care about a relationship, I care about being able to hold him and hug him and kiss him and lay with him, I care about our intimacy, and I don't need to be in a relationship with him to show him that.
I watch him as he sleeps, playing with his hair while listening to the hums coming from him.
I honestly could stay like this all day, just being laid up with him not needing or feeling the need to go anywhere else, I have a future planned for myself but I can slowly see Abel making his way into that future, only making it brighter than what I had originally imagined.
I'm no longer worried about how we get there, my soul lies with him and wether his lies with me is up for him to decide but I know what I want, and it's to hold him, kiss the minor details he considers imperfections and show him my love blinds me to imperfections, and I want to allow it to blind me fully, because even when blinded I feel the light when ever his name rings in my head
It's only light.
No matter how much manipulation has been thrown his way through life, he still carries that light.
His eyes open slowly meeting mine.
I go to kiss him on his forehead.
Me: Abel, It means the world to me that you haven't let me go (he tightens his arms around me making me feel more loved) it means the world to me that you interrupted your orderly lifestyle to feel the love we both have for one another, I was a mess before you Abel, and I'm not gonna say you helped me get my act together because that's not true, but you're the reason why I've been trying to be a better person, you're the reason why I'm reminding myself every day I don't know everything and sometimes people do what they have to even if it hurts them, I've always tried to refrain from doing things that cause me pain and I feel like that's why I experience it a lot more than I would like, but through all the pain you've opened my heart once more and I'm just so thankful for you every part of you, I wasn't aware of the chains that tie you down, and you've let me in enough to get a full understanding, I love you so fucking much Abel Cast.
