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Onika POV:

I stood there in shock processing what I just heard come out they mouth. "You're lying right" I said on the verge of tears. I know I said you can't trust nobody but damn. I ain't never think he would do something like this to me. My momma treated him like family and he killed her. Damn he killed her. She's  gone. It all just hit me hard. I never really had the chance deal with my feelings about all this. "No it's true I'm sorry cookie" brat said then I felt my knees getting weak and I was about to fall but brat caught me and hugged me I usually don't hug back but I needed a hug.

I hugged her back and cried into her neck she just stood there holding me and rubbing my back. "Cookie maybe I should take B baby with me while you take this in"  I heard Megan say and I nodded in brat neck. "Y'all go on and I'll stay here with her" brat said then I heard foot steps walk away and a couple of minutes later I heard the door close. "Cookie" I heard and looked up with tears blurring my vision she wiped my eyes and looked at me. "Do you need to talk about something baby ? Get something off your chest" she asked looking in my eyes. I thought about it for a while. Should I really open up to her ? Hell nah I'm good. "Nah I'm good" I said looking away sniffing.

"Are you sure cause I'm here for you" she said I huffed and rolled my eyes "I'm ok I don't need no fucking sympathy" I said "I'm just tryna make sure you ok- "well I am so leave me the fuck alone" I said cutting her off then walking away. I went to my room and sat on my bed staring at nothing trying to ignore the heavy weight on my chest. I got on my phone and opened up Instagram for the first time in some weeks and the first thing I seen was the last thing my mother posted.

Liked by: theestallion and 100 othersCarolmaraj: my middle baby birthday coming up I'm so excited my boo gone be turning 18 soon 🎊 whew Chile my baby getting grown on me 😢❤️

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Carolmaraj: my middle baby birthday coming up I'm so excited my boo gone be turning 18 soon 🎊 whew Chile my baby getting grown on me 😢❤️.

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Coco.Chanel i can't wait till my sissy get grown 😩we gone be on our bald head hoe shit 🤣.
MingMing she gone be 18 and still ugly 💀💀.

I laughed at chanel and ming comments before busting out into tears. I miss her so much. I miss both of them so much I just want more time I promise I'll never do anything wrong again I'll get out of this life. I'll never y'all back to my momma or give her attitude. And when I find chanel imma always tell her bye and that's I love her like she always wanted. I just don't understand it's not fair I know I'm not the best person but I would never do this to anybody I leave family out of it. My momma was my everything the only reason I hustle to get us out the hood. I don't have a parent no more. I have nobody. And my fucking sister is probably suffering right now cause of me. ITS MY FAULT. This shit hurts man.

By this time I was on the floor sobbing

Brat POV:

I heard loud crying coming from the room cookie was in so I went to go check on her. When I walked in she was on the floor holding her chest crying her heart out I walked up to her and looked down at her phone besides her and seen what she was looking at. It looked like a old picture of her and who I'm guessing is her mom. "Come on it's ok" I said trying to get her off the floor "NO IT'S NOT MY MOMMA IS GONE SHE'S GONE BRAT SHE NOT GONE EVER COME BACK" she yelled at me crying harder and. "It's all my fault too" she said "No it's not dont say that" I said "yes it is" she said lowly looking down shaking her head with tears still falling "I shouldn't never got in this shit I just wanted to help and now she gone brat SHE'S FUCKING GONE" she said and broke into a heart breaking sob.

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