𝕭𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖚𝖘𝖙 | Ꮩ X ᏴᎢᏚ

15.

The next morning I woke up to no one beside me. I didn't see a sign of Yoongi anywhere but I shrugged it off and headed to the bathroom to clean myself off from last nights activity which I blushed at remembering how taken care of, I was.

I walked into the bathroom and stripped myself naked. I was about to move towards the shower but I felt a warm sensation coming down between my legs. I hot liquid dropped down from my tushy. I looked down opening my legs a little seeing a white substance leaking down. I blushed seeing it and my eyes wide open.

I stared at it for a bit and didn't even bother to wipe it off. But then it hit me.

Me and Yoongi had sex.

And he came inside of me.

My mind went blank.

No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. NO.

This can't be happening. Flashbacks of my unborn child came through me. I didn't want this. Not at a time like this. I still needed to heal. Get myself together. Having a child wasn't what I wanted. I haven't even told the boys I'm fertile.

I was stuck. I didn't know what to do. So I just broke down. I just shattered. On the floor crying my eyes out. I was to overwhelmed. I didn't know what to think. Was anyone gonna help me? Was anyone gonna accept me?

I didn't know anything. I continued to cry as it was the only thing I thought about doing. I wasn't ready to open up. All in all I was never ready. I didn't want to.

My sobs became so loud that I couldn't even hear my thoughts. I just broke down on the floor in a puddle of tears and no one to help me.

Because no one knows.

I wanted to block myself out. For no one to see me. But I heard a knock on the door.

"Hey, Taehyung are you ok?" A soft and subtle voice came from behind the door. The voice I recognized as Jimin's. I tired wiping my tears away and stop my sobs but nothing was working and water droplets continued to stream out.   "Hey Taehyung, open the door."

I listened and unlocked the door for him. I didn't want to be seen but I knew that in the end he would have ended up breaking down the door so I just listened and opened it. He saw the sight. The state I was in. He ran down towards me and held my in his arms.

"Hey what's the matter?" He patted my back ever so gently. He made small 'shushes' to calm me down. "It's ok, I'm here. Just breathe. In and out."

I followed his words breathing in and out. Taking in big breathes and releasing them after. After awhile, my breathing was under control and my tears were no longer falling.

"You can take it very slowly." Jimin was nothing but sweet and calm during this moment. All he did was say sweet things and help me calm down. Which I was very grateful for because I wouldn't know what the hell I would do in this situation.

"I-I-I-" And then I broke out into another fit of tears. I didn't know what went about me but I just couldn't stop crying. The tears that were gone a second ago now came back. I was like a baby on the floor, crying my eyes out.

"Hey hey hey, it's ok. You don't have to worry. No matter what the problem is, I'll help you no matter what. I'm not leaving you alone with your situation." Jimin brought me closer to his chest and wrapped his arms around me, cuddling me to absolutely warmth.

He made small 'shushes' in my ear and whispered nothing but sweet comments. It was very relaxing and he relieved me. "I'm pregnant."

There.

I dropped it.

I said it.

But...

I didn't feel his gripped loosen at all.

I didn't hear his words stop.

I didn't see a disgusted face.

Nothing.

I didn't know if it were bad or good. He didn't show any signs of happiness nor signs of sadness. Anger was one I was scared about but I saw none of that either.

"I'll help you through it."

His simple sentence. His small words. Brought tears to my eyes. A river instantly fell down my cheeks. Fat tears just fell down to my chin. Sadness? No. Anger? No. Nervousness? No. Happiness? No.

Absolutely relief.

Relief so it won't be like before.

Relief that I could have my child.

Relief so that I could actually have a heathy and safe child.

Relief that someone is willing to help me.

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Bye bye 🌸

Like I promised 😉