All Up In My Head [Completed]

11 Not Your Date

Not Your Date

Ilang araw silang hindi nagkausap. Nalaman niya na lang pinasa na pala nito ang kanyang term paper. Nakonsensya si Lila. Alam niyang may mali din siya. Kaya't minabuti niyang puntahan ito sa kanila.

"I'm sorry," bungad niya habang humihikbi. Naramdaman niya ang hawak nito sa kanyang pisngi.

“It’s okay, babe. Ang makita kang nandito— sapat na.” Namungay ang mga mata nito. His eyes landed on her lips and before she can say anything, he planted a kiss on her.

“I’m sorry,” bulong niya ulit.

“Tayo na ulit ha?” Agad siyang tumango. They will be better, that’s what she said to herself. She needed to understand him more. Ngayon pang mas kailangan siya nito.

So she held on and trusted him. Again.

“Ayaw mo ba?” bulong nito habang hinahalikan ang kanyang leeg. Nakikiliti siya sa ginagawa ng lalaki. Ngunit di niya mapigilan ang hiyang nararamdaman.

“O-okay lang...” she murmured. He started undressing her. She let him lead. Nag-iinit ang pakiramdam niya. He pulled his pants off and she saw his manhood. Bigla siyang pinamulahan.

“T-teka lang, Jace. Masakit,” daing niya.

“Gan’on talaga, babe. Sa una lang ‘yan.” He kissed her again and slid himself. Halos maiyak siya sa nararamdamang sakit. He keep moving his pelvis faster and faster. He held her waist in place. Lila closed her eyes and endured the sensation. Sa una lang ‘to, she thought.

He groaned after and buried his face on her neck.

“Ako pala ang una mo.”

“O-oo naman.”

“Ang swerte ko sa’yo.” He kissed her cheek.

“I love you, babe.” Napangiti siya habang nakapikit ang mga mata.

“I love you too.”

Those words sounded so familiar yet so foreign to her.

“Anong ginagawa mo?” Nahihiya niyang usal nang sinimulan siya nitong halikan kung saan-saan. Nasa loob sila ng sasakyan niya. Heavy-tinted naman ngunit di niya pa ring mapigilang kabahan.

“Nanglalambing lang eh. Sungit mo naman. Meron ka ba?” dinig niya ang inis sa boses nito.

“Sorry.” She arched her neck to give him more access.

“ 'Yan gusto ko sa’yo eh.” He grinned and slid his hand inside her uniform.

“Teka hindi ka ba gagamit n’on?” Alarma niyang tanong.

“Alin? Condom?” His face flustered and impatient.

“Oo. For protection.”

Umiling ito saka tinawanan siya.