Cherry- H.S

(F**k A) Silver Lining.

A/N: This song somewhat relates to the chapter, but it's more so added in for the feeling it gives... I don't know about y'all but this song makes me feel excited, and low-key powerful.. All around I do feel like she can relate to this song though.. Either way, enjoy... Just putting it out there that there's probably only four chapters left so buckle up(:

Also, please look up the song, once again Wattpad won't let me add it to the chapter(,:

HARRY'S POV:

    Today is the day... Today is the day we go to the MET... We've been in New York for the past few days already, and I like going to New York with her... She seems happier here, she seems really bold here, and that's the Cherry that needs to be seen more often.. All of Cherry needs to be seen more often, and I think everyone can see that, but I think she's holding back something.

    Last night we went to a party together, we went, and she had a few drinks, she let her hair down and had some fun from what I could tell. Ever since the tour of course I can see that it's been hard for her, and at first my mission was to fix it, to make her better, but soon after I realized it's not my job... My job is to be there when she needs me, to give her what she asks, and to support her in every move she makes... But I can't fix her, I can't make her problems disappear.. She has to do that on her own.

    I never thought I'd say it but since knowing her, since we officially started dating I've been studying all of the astrology she talks about... And it's actually really interesting. It makes a lot of sense to me now especially seeing how she is.. She's someone who likes to be alone.. Though at first when I met her that wasn't the case... But even then I think she felt content with loneliness, I think she was tired of that being her only option.. But now I know that being alone is something she needs to thrive... I know that people like her develop a sort of anxiety when they're around too many people for too long because the presence of others can make her doubt herself. I've read up on the fact that she spends a lot of time in her head, but not in the way most people do, she's someone who likes to dream, and think up scenarios.. It makes the song She is so much more real to me... Knowing that song was written just from her dream like mind...

    Cherry is a unique woman in the sense that she's not someone I've ever been able to see right through.. She's transparent to a point, but she's not see through. I can't see her heart unless she shows it, and she makes sure to do that... As for her wants, and needs she's selfless. She'll give even when she can't just like a pisces would.. She's a self sacrifice type of being, and I love that about her, but I also hate it, knowing she'll go to any length to make any of us happy even if it's killing her on the inside. I understand her more than she thinks I do, but I don't know what to do about this information. I can't come out with it. I need her to come forward with it... It's a game of silver linings, knowing the album will be coming out at the end of the year, knowing there could be some change when we go on tour again.. Knowing there's some hope in all the negativity that's come with this.

    But right now I don't give a fuck about any silver lining. I care about my girl, and I've been itching to see her ever since we split apart to go with our separate stylists. I have no idea what she's wearing, it was everyone else's idea to keep that information hidden from me, but I don't care for surprises.. I want to know, and I need to know.. So I sit in the dressing room, fully dressing in black lace, surprisingly comfortable too. My heeled boots are planted on the ground, but I'm finding it extremely hard not to tap them over and over in anticipation for her to come back to me. I know she's nervous for tonight.. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't, but both of us know.. Hell everyone knows how good she's going to look.

    "Are you ready to get on the carpet, or are you ready to see your girlfriend?" Jeffrey asks me, and I smirk at him, drinking the water in my hand.