Second Priority

his notes

Pavel's POV

What just happened?

I sit up. This time i am alone in my bed.

We said we need to tlk.
But fuck.

I stand up and my bed has new sheets and new pillow cases.

How did he changed iy with me sleeping on it?
And i am in my house clothes.

I am guessing no Dome outside.

I stood and went to the kitchen hoping Dome is there or i the sofa.

I sighed.

I am alone again.

Byt thre are things on the table.
On the counter. My medicines and prescriptions.
On the table, my dinner.

I ate my dinner.

And my tears fall simultaneusly.

Fuck!

I opened my ref.

A pitcher.
With a note
For tonight.

I smirked,

My fuckin best friend really knows me well.

You are not allowed to drink alcohol but this will help.
But first check your wound.

So i did chwckminmit palced ointnent and deinked my suppliments.

Get the pitcher and a glass then sit in feont of my tv and drink.
What the hell? This is not alcohol but yet it kicks.

Well i guess my best friend will not kill me.
But it is good.

I saw a note on the table.

No it is a lettter.

Bebe.
Well i have jo idea how to tell you, but it seems you know.
You really know jow i tjink sometimes.
I love you.
But k cannot jump into the relationship you ask.
For now.

If you can wait for another 2 or 3 years.
Maybe,
We can do that.

For now.

I am always your best friend.
And we are not suppose to do what we did many times now.
We should stop there.

Pavel, you have your freedom.
Freedom to learn.
Freedom to be yourself.
Freedom to love.
Freedom to be happy.

But please stya away feom trouble.
No more stitches. Please.

You know i have my ways to aboid you if i vhoose to.
But i am your best friend. I will be there when you need me.
And i will stick on that being just your best friend.

Do not stop yourself feom being happy na.
Study well.

-Dome.

Fuck you Dome,
You are my happiness.

Shit!!!!!!!

Imam glad i can shout that i won't disturb my neighbors.

I drinked of what Dome made.

So it is possible he will avoid me.
Possible all his gang with us but no Dome.
I still can call him or text him. He is my best friend.

How can we go back for being just best friends.

He is really making me crazy.

Fine 2 years three years. Ican do that.
But MAYBE?

He is never certain.
Can he just say he will and rwmove the maybe.