Second Priority

uncertain

Pavel's POV

I got what he wanted to happen.

So i will distance myself.

I am sure i want him forever.

But,

Does he really know what he wants.

Or just like he said and dad said.

I am used to him that is why it is hard to live apart from him.

But the real thing is.

What if he is usd to me and does not really know what he wants he is affected by my missing and being witn him brprcaise we used to like live together.

Maybe this distance will help him what he really wants.

He told me he loves me.

Or he just say those things, so i won't disapear in his life.

Am i just a best friend witb benefit or iam really loved like he tells me.

"Deep thoughts again ei" Leam tapped my shoulder.

I just smirked at him.

Hazing is over and there ate no calsses anymore but the freshmen still gathers for their assignments.

"See those freshmen. Aren't they given chance to go home or have a bit fun at this time?
But no, because, they are used to gather here for more than two months, now they choose to stay here." Vee said.

"Yeah, just like a best friend who was given freedom but chose to be tied to the past." Leam said.

"See, they love it and benefits from it" i said slowly.

A realization.

"I really need to distance for a while." I said.

"Well if i will go and visit Mark, and asked me about you, what would i say?" Vee said.

"Believe me, he will not ask." I said.

I walked to the freshmen and ask if i can help them with anything.

They are hesitant but thye did tell me some problems in their assignments.

After a few more minutes, Jolng said goodbye to his friends and to me. He will go pick up Nine.

"P' Are you nit gonna see P'Dome today?" One freshmen asked.

I just smirked.

"Well your p' and i are in a distance phase, we are not fighting, he just asked for space." I said.

"Did you break up?" One asked.

"No! No! We are fine." I said.

The freshmen then murmors.

"P', what if someone asked to date him?" One of them ask.

"Hell to that person" i said.

"Okay guys hell to that person" she said loudly.

"Do you reallh like p' Dome?" I asked

"Yes p"." They said.

I shook my head.

"Come on get back on your assignments or go home na." I said.

They waiid at me.

I then walked away.

I asked my friends for a drjnk but noone comply.

Okay time to chill alone,

Pavel come here now!
Vee texted.