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10/01/2020
𝑰 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚. 𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒌 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚, 𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝑰 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅. 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆? 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒐𝒎 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔. 𝑰 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒐𝒎. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚.
18/01/2020
𝑮𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒐𝒎. 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒎𝒐𝒎 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒅𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒎. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆, 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕. 𝑾𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑰'𝒎 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒈𝒏𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓.
20/01/2020
𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒆 3, 𝒎𝒐𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒑. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐, 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕, 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒂𝒚. 𝑨𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒆 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒅. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒓. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔...
After that memo, Areum might had stopped writing for a while because her next entry was suddenly in February. I continue to read,
4/02/2020
𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒈𝒖𝒚 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑰'𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏. 𝑯𝒆'𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒅𝒎𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒂 𝒓𝒖𝒅𝒆! 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒄'𝒎𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒄 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒕. 𝑾𝒉𝒐 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆?!
𝒑/𝒔: 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒂𝒅 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘.
I chuckle. What a childish guy.
7/02/2020
𝑰 𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒖𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒆𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒚 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒂𝒏𝒕. 𝑰𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝑰 𝒔𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒆𝒅𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆. 𝑺𝒐 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒊𝒎. 𝑯𝒆 𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 :(
𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒑! 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒈𝒖𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕.
9/02/2020
𝑯𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆!!! 𝑮𝒐𝒅, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚!!! 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍. 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝑱𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏.
My breath hitched.
So I'm the childish guy she'd tried so hard to talk to...
And when I read the last sentence of her memo, I can't stop myself from tearing up.
𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉.
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𝐁.𝐋.𝐈.𝐍.𝐃 (Jung Jaehyun fanfiction)
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